I left everything unfinished.

Makeover

2008-11-13T21:48:00.003+08:00

I really need an image consultant, a hairstylist, a gym instructor and a bloody dermatologist. Ah fuck I so hate how I look now.

I hate how some people can be that perfect. When will it ever be my turn to shine?

2008-11-04T01:32:00.005+08:00

It's only the forth week of school and I am terribly sick by all the lectures and project datelines. Even without the existance of two redundant modules (IS) this semester, it just seemed as horrible as before. I know it's my very last lap in school but somehow I feel like my stamina's weakening. I don't feel that motivated anymore. I'm losing my drive.

I think I just need a break. A getaway probably, where I can face the sea, look into the clouds, enjoy the breeze, read a book and doze off.

Meiqing's Sendoff

2008-11-01T21:20:00.013+08:00

Nostalgia

2008-10-31T00:57:00.009+08:00

It's been really long since I last pen down something here.

Just got back home from the airport after sending Meiqing off to Suzhou, China. Oh dear, I can't believe she's gone and will be gone for five months or so. I think I am getting a little emotional just by thinking about how much we will be missing her. Tears were welling up in my eyes when she bidded the last goodbye to us, and seeing her cry while waving her hands to us.

You know how much your presence means to us. I hate to see you leave but still, all the best in China. Hope you love the little gift we have prepared for you.

Goodbye meiqing. See you in five months time.

2008-10-29T23:29:00.000+08:00

Many weeks ago at Timbre:

Sunset Way

2008-10-21T01:03:00.007+08:00

Wedding Bells

2008-10-12T01:34:00.025+08:00

Last Sunday I attended my cousin's (the bride) wedding which was held at Conrad Hotel. Envy envy envy because she got married to a pilot! She's an air stewardess by the way. Ok pictures!

2008-10-10T00:32:00.013+08:00

Last Saturday was JY's birthday and so we had dinner at Shokudo, the Japanese version of Vilage. There were only six of us as Eve was away from Singapore. Nevertheless, it was still fun. Happy birthday again JY!

Steamboat Theme Party

2008-10-05T01:29:00.023+08:00

F1

2008-09-28T01:53:00.002+08:00

This whole entire week had been dedicated almost fully to work, except Tuesday where I actually woke up early to visit my brother who was admitted to the hospital on Monday. Work was unbelievably slack that you will never believe. All I did was munching away snacks at my desk, watching youtube, playing online games, playing poker cards, blog-hopping and picking up ONE or TWO calls per day on average. I sooooo love my job. Formula 1 rocks. And the happiest thing of all, tomorrow's the last day! Working hours are pretty long so I had to turn down quite a number of mahjong sessions but other than that everything's fine. :)

I've planned out what to do next week and I am soooo motivated to complete them. Till then!

Silly Geek

2008-09-21T02:11:00.000+08:00

Semester 5

2008-09-15T23:15:00.005+08:00

Corporate Communication B+
Corporate Finance & Advisory Services A
Investments A
Marketing of Financial Services B+
Practice & Law of Banking A+
Treasury A
World Issues: A Singapore Perspective B+

GPA: 3.8333

Really had a pleasant shock this morning when I checked the results. Happy that my efforts actually paid off and it's good to hear that many had also done well. Bernice and I had the same GPA. :) Let's work hard for our 4.0 next semester! :)

Mooncake Festival

2008-09-14T21:36:00.030+08:00

Had a picnic at the botanical gardens yesterday with the clique for our mooncake festival celebration and it was definitely a blast. Food was good. Ambience was good. Company was good. Lanterns were fun. Sparklers were very very fun. In all we had a wonderful time hahaha. Pictures!

Results out tomorrow. ):

Hard Rock

2008-09-14T02:00:00.004+08:00

Very very overdue pictures:

I realised I looked kinda crap during that exam period. Anyway, I missed these people so much.

goodbye

2008-09-11T21:46:00.003+08:00

though heart is frail, it's hard to kill

Work

2008-09-08T23:11:00.003+08:00

Work started today and man, I was almost bored to tears. The sight of singtel mobile and broadband plans are making me sick and today is only the first day. Though work is boring but it is in a way good cos I won't have time to think of unnecessary stuffs that are upseting me.

Breakfast cum Lunch with the clique yesterday was good. :)

Realize

2008-09-07T22:52:00.007+08:00

It feels really good at times when you're all alone by yourself, staring at how beautiful the night is after a rain. I had the urge to walk home in the rain last night but I didn't and I wished I had.

I can't figure out why but emotions are taking over me.

if you just realized

Coffeebean

2008-09-02T02:37:00.003+08:00

Credits to eve :)

Crack

2008-09-01T01:03:00.006+08:00

Why is it that things will only get better when the imaginary crackline has surfaced?
I just don't understand and I don't think I will.
Can't be bothered.

Ok shits aside, I saw this green jacket at Diesel which I had my eyes glued onto it for freaking fifteen minutes. Know what? It costs a bloody $499.

Forget it.

goodbye stranger

Verdict

2008-08-31T03:26:00.003+08:00

Note to self: People come and go.

kill that affinity

2008-08-30T00:55:00.003+08:00

Lately I've been in a confused state of mind. My mind is telling me this but my heart is at the same time telling me that. You know it just sucks to feel this way.

Been sourcing out for jobs these days and attended one of the job interviews yesterday. As much as I do not want to work, I think it is still best that I get a job to kill some time and earn some pocket money because seven weeks of holidays is just tad too long. I'll probably rot by the end of week 7 of holidays. Wait, 6 weeks to be exact because this week is ending soon.

Feeling emo. Rahhh, maybe I should go workout again.

Timbre

2008-08-28T00:47:00.002+08:00

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Somehow after a bus ride, faith seemed to have leave me afar. I think I know what to do next. I think.

Nothing lasts

2008-08-27T01:52:00.002+08:00

* are the worst things ever. I'll never step into one, for period. Meanwhile, I'll continue to lead my happy life - sleeping, tanning, working out, eating, shopping for all I want.

Ahhh. Life rocks.

the communication barrier

Holy-days!

2008-08-25T23:07:00.004+08:00

Life's been really good ever since the last paper on Friday. There's nothing to worry about, there's no need to burn midnight oils and there's also no more staring into notes and tutorials. Life's great I should say.

Hmm. On the whole the papers were relatively alright. I didn't think I did fantastic, neither did I screw them up. They were mainly fairly done and I really thought I could have done a little better but no use crying over spilled milk right? So yeah, face the music on 15th September and there's like 3 weeks for me to do some praying.

So after our last paper on Friday, jae, bernice, sherry, yiye and I went to Hard Rock Cafe for celebration. The place was super super cool, food was okay and most importantly there were live telecasts of the Olympics. Haha, and so we cheered on Li JiaWei's bronze medal match against the chinese and it was bloody fun to watch together. Live band after that was pretty good too though we didn't get to have the band to sing "Loving you". HAH. Anyway bernice if you're reading this, send me the pics to me email k!

Then on saturday I met up with the besttttt friends for indonesian food for dinner. Thereafter, we went Timbre for drinks and pizza and live band. Lovely night I would say cos we even caught some glimpses of fireworks on the way to Timbre.

Pictures tomorrow cos com is lagging again.

2008-08-04T19:57:00.003+08:00

I woke up with a left swollen eye this morning and it totally spoiled my day of revision. Motivation's currently still set at 0% and this is worrying me. I need to wake up. AHHHHHHHHHHH

SMU seems so freaking far to me on a day like this. Life is soo mundane and I hate it.

2008-07-30T23:34:00.003+08:00

TODAY MARKS THE OFFICIAL END OF PROJECT SUBMISSIONS/PRESENTATIONS.
YAYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY!

No more freaking projects, no more tolerating of nonsense and no more rushing overnights for at least the next two months or so.

Most importantly, I now have nothing to do with M anymore. HAHAHA time for champagne =)

John's POP

2008-07-29T21:41:00.011+08:00

Last Wednesday:

2008-07-27T00:55:00.004+08:00

Was kind of pissed today due to some selfish group member who decided to have lunch at town and then something cropped up last minute like what she claimed and we had to cancel our group meeting today. In the end, I had to rush the project myself at home. Fortunately another member helped a little which did appease some of my anger.

If something really important cropped up at the very last minute, isn't the very basic thing you should do is to reply ME who sent you at least two texts regarding today's group meeting that you cannot make it anymore? I had to wait and wait till another group member informed me of her not being able to make it already, which was already fucking twelve or one in the afternoon.

Can't wait for the submission of this project and never to see these people anymore.

On a lighter note, sister's coming back from Bangkok in prolly an hour's time. Can't wait to see her, with the pressies she's bringing back. (:

2008-07-25T00:34:00.004+08:00

July's ending real soon and so are project submissions and presentations. Good news is that there are only two more projects left, but on the other hand, exams are at the same time around the corner. Exams timetable's out and I'm kind of panicking already.

15th Aug- Treasury
18th Aug-Corporate Finance & Advisory Services
21st Aug- Investments
22nd Aug- Practice & Law of Banking

So yeah as you can see I have four fucking papers to sit for.Btw, marketing paper is on next tuesday. I have officially five papers to be exact, sadly.

Skipped NAPFA test today. Well, really not in the mood for running and doing pull-ups and whatsoever nonsense. I need to complete my assignments and projects asap to study for marketing. Had lunch with meiqing and went home for a satisfying nap.

TGIF tomorrow!

Jurong Hill Part 2

2008-07-24T16:59:00.013+08:00

As the sky gets darker it started to rain, and so...

We had to hide indoors at the spiral staircase to shield ourselves from the rain

Jurong Hill Part 1

2008-07-23T23:25:00.021+08:00

The fucking cute guys in caps

The gluttons

Sexybacks

The girls

The guys

UFO

Besties

ALL of us!

On Saturday the seven of us went picnic again for the nth time but this time we decided no more Botanic Gardens and no more West Coast Park. Therefore we decided on... Jurong Hill! After shopping for food and drinks at Jurong Point we cabbed to the top of the hill where we were surrounded by the whole of jurong island. Nice place with pretty scenery. (:

Will continue with more pictures tomorrow.

I need to whine again

2008-07-12T23:42:00.002+08:00

I'm still pretty much angry over the fact that john, eve and I each had an ice cream cone that costs $12 each last night. OK lah to be fair my strawberry cheesecake was really superb and heavenly but one fucking cone for $12?! Kill me.

Where?

Haagen Dazs.

I need to whine

2008-07-09T23:41:00.002+08:00

Shagged. Worn out. Tired. Exhausted.

Projects are never-ending. Whats worse, NAPFA test is coming. Ok great. Its been confirmed that it is a MUST to attend NAPFA this semester unless you are on overseas attachment now. WTF. I think I will just die even before the exams come, before the holidays arrive.

No time to tan. No time to work out. No time to shop. F

I need to persevere on. ARGH. Back to project.

Stef @ Taiwan GMA

2008-07-08T23:31:00.005+08:00

Albeit not winning anything, I still think she's the best. :)

One of Us

2008-07-02T23:35:00.001+08:00

What if god was one of us?

2008-06-29T22:57:00.004+08:00

I think as I grew older, I learned to prioritise my goals better and worked harder to achieve them. How I wished i could have started my poly life again, and worked even harder during year 1 so that I do not have to fret over getting into a local university. Well, better be late than never.

I no longer desire getting into a relationship, or getting emotional over past relationships like how I used to in the past. What matters to me now is getting good results for my remaining days in the polytechnic and hopefully getting into a decent university to further my studies. Though, hard.

"4 out of 7 of us are going uni." - Eve

Accept the fact.

2008-06-28T14:23:00.003+08:00

So last weekend I had my class outing. Was pretty much reluctant to go cos I wasn't very close to most of my classmates so I really had a bad feeling of not able to have fun there. Well luckily it was pretty fun. Never regretted. At least I got to know some of my classmates more and we're friends now rather than just classmates. HAHA

One project down, 488584393408815723 more to go.

2008-06-22T23:39:00.000+08:00

Life during holiday is kind of screwed up when you have projects to fret about and rush over. And now that its over, I'm dead. So dead.

Back to school again tomorrow. How sad. How sad.

Michelle's Makeover

2008-06-16T23:26:00.005+08:00

On Saturday we decided to give Michelle a surprise by giving her a makeover. It was soooo exciting ahha.

This, is how she looks like before the makeover

While doing her hair at the salon

Her almost completed bob-hair

TADA!

Preettttty Michelle!

Solution to clear skin gang

Besties

And lastly, the seven of us =)

Happy birthday again Michelle! Hope you love the surprise.

P/s: Michelle, remember to burn your old set of clothes. HAHAHAHAH

Charity Dinner & Dance

2008-06-13T22:28:00.003+08:00

2008-06-11T13:31:00.007+08:00

So some uncivilised bitch decided to help her friend by sprouting all sorts of meaningless nonsense where she thought it might help her friend to feel better by flaming us with nonsensical crap like "oh btw i sucked ur daddies cawk yesterday and it tasted like rotten chicken" and "and of course i fingered your mums loose asshole and gave her a rimjob". OMG can you believe it? What can I say? This is all about her ruining herself because I can only assume she's a fucking whore who sleeps around. Prolly a part-time tranny too.

Things I need to make clear about. First, get your bloody facts right. You prolly didn't know what your god-best friend did and so you decided to help her. This, I don't blame you because you're most likely to be as superficial as you sounded. Do you think you know what has been going on? Are you sure your friend, ww, has been telling the truth? You obviously, siding her just simply because she's your friend and she's doing all she can to victimize herself. If you haven't seen the big picture, then shut your motherfucking smelly mouth up. In fact I'm too lazy to list down what she did so anyone who wants to know you can ask me personally.

Aiya whatever. Go on and rant all you want. Why should I let some small fry spoil my day? Anyway thanks john for "entertaining" that brainless whore.

I promise this is my last hate post. HAHA

bitches are everywhere

2008-06-10T21:18:00.007+08:00

Just as I was about to blog events that took place last week, my sister showed me this fucking bitch's blog. Yeah you know bitches are almost everywhere but you will never believe how childish and infantile this one is until you hear from my sister and read her blog, as in that bitch's blog.

Ok here's what happened. This bitch, also known as ww (omg what stupid name this is), happened to know my sister's bf whose name is Daniel during his temporary work at the IT fair some weeks back. (You can see his photo in one of her entries there) So eventually this bitch here started clinging on to him like a bee to some honey, drowning her sorrows to him about how sad and melancholic she is about her past relationship. The story was something like she broke up with some pathetic fellow two months ago and she couldn't get over it blah blah. Yeah, so we see she needs some attention and care.. But imagine getting it from someone who's attached. Like, wtf?

You know she claimed that she has alot of friends so why aint she consulting them or whatsoever? She can't get over her last boy, but she wants my sister's bf's attention so much she's been calling/texting him every now and then, blogging about him so much in her blog.

That's not the main part. What's worse, she did something stupid! Like omg as stupid as how this bitch looks like. She for no reason, prolly got some childish friends of hers, to engage in a stupid conversation in the tagboard of her blog insulting my sister. ANDDDDDD, she had some entries indirectly shooting my sister off. Why? Just because she realised my sister had been reading her blog and she wants to make her look and feel bad. Dumb right? Just because she found out others read her dumb blog which is an open blog, she decides to flame others. OMG THIS IS SO SO SO INFURIATING.

Tell me. If suddenly a bitch popped out of nowhere and cling on to your boyfriend everyday, and after your boyfriend decides to ignore her, she blogged about how sad she is and tried all means of ways to make you look bad in front of others. What will you feel?

Bitch, if you're reading this (and i strongly believe she will cos i deliberately left my link on her tagboard cos i want her to read what i've wrote): don't mess with the wrong person. Just get a life and fuck off. Seriously, you're just making everyone hate you cos one day when all your friends know what you did, they will leave you one by one. Just like how your ex-bf did.

Oh yeah this is how that bitch looked like. Bet she's damn happy to see her face here since she's such an attention-seeking bitch. Just in case you guys haven't got the slightest idea, my sister did not ask me to do this. I did this on my own accord because I felt really bad seeing my sister being mistreated by some bitch.

Thank you very much. I'll continue tomorrow.

2008-06-03T23:10:00.000+08:00

Common test so far had been rather alright, with Saturday and today's paper being manageable. Yesterday's treasury paper was kind of disappointing though. Anyway, I was pretty amazed by the rate I studied this semester cos it was incredibly SLOW. Alot of times while I was mugging I kept thinking, with the rate I am going when am I EVER gonna finish and sleep? Yeah and so I had really limited sleep. My dad even saw me awake studying when he was about to go work at seven A.M.

Three down, one more to go. I've been penning down some of my shopping list and I can't wait to get them. Ah, I miss the sun. I need my tan back.

Overture

2008-05-29T01:38:00.006+08:00

Wah life can be really empty for me especially when ANTM cycle 10 ended like two weeks ago (youtube) and American Idol season 7 too, ended just last week. So wanted Archuleta to win but well Cook isn't bad either so it all ends well. ANTM was rather bad this season and I shall not be spoilers here to reveal who the winner is.

Argh can't wait for CT to end soon. Haven't been hitting town for ages. I need to get involve in GSS like soon.

I wanna be in this moment,

I love my best friends

2008-05-28T01:49:00.013+08:00

Am taking a break now from all the never-ending pile of project stuffs and commontest-revision which I am really sick of. Revision's going so slowly that I fell asleep so many times especially in the afternoon where drowsiness just hits me for no reason. Anyway first paper on Saturday and I need plenty of luck, like PLENTY.

So yeah I was feeling a little moody last week but my mood certainly changed for the better after mahjong sessions with the usual khakis and most importantly, encouragement from the best friends. Sometimes I really have to count some blessings cos I've got such nice people in my life. Best friends are what we can never live without and I am so lucky I have two. (Cheesy I know) Seeing them makes me feel alot happier too simply because when you're in your own comfort zone with people you know best it just feels totally different.

I never thought I would pen all these down cos firstly, i hate cheesy words, secondly i am not very good at words and next I always felt that these words are to be conveyed through actions or anything but not words. So well that's not the main point obviously.

Conclusion of the week: Never to get affected by people you don't give a damn on.

Some overdue pictures last week at Fashionbar.

john & eve!

Abj

2008-05-25T02:52:00.003+08:00

I was just about to off my laptop, and go to sleep when you popped out of my mind. I typed in your blog address, and began to read every entry I've missed out over the past year. Has been over a year plus since I last read and I'm glad you're doing fine.

Tonight's so special that I thought you were beside me.
So real, it felt so real.

-

2008-05-21T20:49:00.003+08:00

Time reveals everything. Somehow after some time, my perception for some individuals have taken a 360 degrees change. Not like I'm perfect or anywhere near perfection, but at least I am proud to say I am still who I am at the end of the day. Unlike some who simply loves to put on a smile on the face 24/7 trying so hard to win everyone's hearts.

I don't believe in making friends with everyone. Maybe that's the reason why I'm such a loner at times.

Anti-social

2008-05-20T22:58:00.003+08:00

Don't feel like doing anything but to whine and vent some anger right here. No, nothing happened today. It's prolly because school's been rather tough and boring I really need some excitement in my life. Common Test starts next Saturday and I'm very very worried about it. You know when you kind of did well once, which was last semester, you tend to pressurize yourself alot more than before. SOOOO bloody want to do well, and even better than the last.

The sight of some people just irks me still. Some stuck-up people you see in the lecture hall, always giving that "im-rich-and-im-an-elite" face just pisses me off. While some others love to choose who they want to talk to, engaging in stupid and meaningless conversations. I have to admit I am very anti-social but seriously who cares?

I like the way I am.

2008-05-19T14:00:00.004+08:00

No more monday blues finally since it's a public holiday today. My body's still aching so much from the vigorous work-outs I've done for the past few days but well at least my hard work is paying off.

Weekends were spent mostly outside. On Saturday had to wake up at an inhumane time of 6+a.m. which was a torture to me. I need sleeps! Anyway it was because I actually volunteered to help out for an event for BA at the Asian Civilisations Museum to lead the secondary school students in doing the quizzes and "amazing race". Bernice and I were grouped together to lead Whitley Secondary School. Was kind of a torture though. Those girls played "Missing" and we had to search the whole museum for them.

Overall it was kind of alright, alot better than what I've expected. So afterwhich bernice, yupeng, weixiang and I (GUESS WHO'S MISSING HAHA) went to sing at Bugis and dinner after that. Bitched as usual and went home. I realised we forgot to cam-whore!

Yesterday dinner and pubbing with the clique at Clarke Quay. More pictures when I received them.

Soon.

Uniform 2

2008-05-17T23:10:00.014+08:00

With our new "bestfriend", sincerity HAHA

Happy belated birthday again bitch! May you find your dream guy sooon huh. Can't wait for nicole's birthday. She can be her prom queen for all she wants. Me, the prom king of course. HAHA

Off!

Uniform 1

2008-05-15T23:02:00.011+08:00

Ok tomorrow's finally friday. Weekends! Just finished watching the result show of American Idol and yes it was pretty much predictable this season. Next week it will be the battle of the Davids. Archuleta vs Cook. Was rooting for Syesha but I know she was not going to make it cos the Davids are simply too good and popular. Think Archuleta will be crowning the Idol but who knows.

This week has been really hectic rushing all the IS assignments, staying out all night just to complete them while your lazy group members get to sleep. Argh.

Can't believe I actually am going to blog about bernice's birthday party only now, which happened like two weeks ago. Aha. I am so overloaded with work please. Yeah and so in summary we had an uniform party and it was very fun acting like elites. HAHA. YY's bungalow was bloody big btw. Richass.

Ok more pictures again tomorrow. Am gonna watch ANTM Season 10 finale!

-

2008-05-10T23:55:00.001+08:00

I was doing one of my projects halfway when my thoughts suddenly turned and felt like blogging so here I am now. School has been draining all my energy with all the lectures and tutorials that I know nuts. Fuck treasury. Fuck Corporate Finance. Fuck Investment. Basically all the modules this semester suck. I have a very bad feeling this semester as it sort of reminded me of IEF. Zzz

Every weekday is bad, well maybe except friday because it smells the arrival of weekends. And so yesterday as usual met up with the besties at town to chill, looking out for eye candies and in the end hurting ourselves. HAHA. You know the ironic feeling. Anyway we saw Nat Ho and Felicia Chin while we were desert-ing at Hong Kong Cafe. Felicia Chin's so prettayyy you wouldn't believe.

Sometimes I wonder why some people can be so naive and "easy-to-navigate" by others so willingly. In other words it just simply means stupidty lah.

Back to project.

Yours truly is a fucking cute ACS boy.

2008-05-06T18:36:00.002+08:00

We love vulgarities

2008-05-03T23:45:00.006+08:00

Last weekend it was fucking picnic again with the lovely fuckers. As usual it was fucking fun and so it pretty much sums up the whole outing.

I'll fucking blog again soooon.

Bloody little creatures

2008-04-29T23:21:00.003+08:00

Life has been really sad.

For the past few days I've been really traumatised by the fact that I have four ulcers, six mosquito bites and one blister all at the same time. At one time I thought I had hand foot mouth disease. Anyway it sucks because my ulcers are killing me.

So today after school jae bernice and I decided to drop by beauty world for some shopping. After shopping bernice left with her friend while the two of us went home. And as we were about to cross the overhead bridge, we saw bloody little creature number 1. We were kinda freaked out but the first one ran away after some shooing away from one of the shop attendants.

Then, we continued our way on the bridge and that was when the second one came out. There were two girls in front of us munching away their apple pies happily when we realised that the little creature number two was practically running towards our directions. The girls quickly kept their apple pies in their bags and ran back to beauty world. We freaked out and ran back as well.

We took another way and wanted to cross the other overhead bridge and guess what? The second creature, I presumed as they all looked the same, was running up to the bridge we were at as they saw some boys carrying packets of food in their hands. Freak or freak?!

Thus we ran like nobody's business down the bridge again and that was the second time we failed to cross the bloody bridges. In order to not see those creatures again, we walked to a further bus stop instead and when the bus passed by that very bus stop again, I actually saw FIVE of them fooling around near the bus stop.

You see how exciting my life is today. Argh.
Bloody monkeys!

$-less

2008-04-22T23:06:00.001+08:00

It's only Tuesday and I'm very close to being broke already.
Freak.

2008-04-20T02:29:00.003+08:00

Nothing beats seeing the best friends, sharing cakes together and chat and laugh to our hearts content. Can't wait for the next weekend.

Haven't really set myself to mugger mode yet although school has already started this week. Next week onwards, I am gonna start attending lectures, complete my tutorials and start on the damn projects. School's especially good with jae the buddy around and chuabernice the bitch-partner. HAHA. Not forgetting having Vivi in my IS class as well. (:

The NP Mail will be mine next semester. It's a must.

Happy enlisting!

2008-04-08T23:41:00.007+08:00

SEEYA GUYS IN 11/17 DAYS!

Diana Degarmo

2008-04-03T23:26:00.004+08:00

I was watching American Idol earlier on and suddenly this girl called Diana Degarmo flashed across my mind. If you don't know her, she's actually the runner up of AI Season 3 where she lost to Fantasia Barrino in the grand finals. This was the season where Jennifer Hudson (Dreamgirls) was in it and yes it was definitely my favourite season of all.

Here's my favourite performance of Diana.

Purrrrr-fect.

Peel

2008-04-01T23:59:00.000+08:00

Oh god I am feeling really sick now and it must be due to the overnight mahjong session I had at bloody woodlands yesterday. Sorry for those who tried to reach me, I was prolly sleeping cos I had a bad flu and headache.

I had a sunburn too! and my skin's peeling like fuck. I feel so disfigured now and for once I think I am really defeated by the sun.

Met up with the poly gang yesterday at where else but Vivo City.

Can't wait to see you pretty bitches at the mahjong table soon HAHAHA

When BOF = 0

2008-03-30T02:51:00.005+08:00

When there's two, it is always a bore.
When there's three, it becomes a chore.

Ugly

2008-03-27T23:26:00.003+08:00

Some people are just plain annoying. They think they're so good at expressing themselves with chim-alogic stories and verses. Wth.

Go be a story-teller then.

Donuts-Delivery

2008-03-25T22:39:00.018+08:00

Last Tuesday john and I decided to surprise eve by dropping by at her office and delivered the best donuts in town to her.

So eve, we hope you're not moody anymore. CHEER UP!

SAY NO TO TRIPLE SHARING

2008-03-19T23:36:00.006+08:00

There has been news recently that NTU hostels are to be shared amongst three in a same room and yes my sis is one of them! And so upon the release of this news, she showed me this reallllly funny video I almost teared while laughing.
OK IT'S A MUST WATCH

Inspired by Dreamz FM's brilliant song, students from NTU actually came up with this cheeky song to rebel against the school's drastic measures. I especially love the part where they mentioned that the school shouldn't continue to "ti ki" and also where GPA will "ku qi" if the school proceeds with triple sharing. HAHAHA tell me is this hilarious or what?

Birthday Bash Part 2

2008-03-18T23:51:00.023+08:00

So last Sunday was my sister's 21st birthday party as she officially turned twenty one and yes the party was held at my house. Lots of overdue pictures but I'm just going to do a short one

the birthday girl

There were reallly alot of people at the party, from her current classmates to ex-schoolmates to ex-colleagues to room mates to hostel mates blah blah blah. I think there were at least fifty of them so can you imagine how crowded the house was. Anyway I think my sister really had fun mingling around, receiving presents and gifts so yeah, I'm happy for her.

Happy birthday to you once again, if you're reading this. Loves-

EEEEECCCCC

2008-03-17T23:19:00.007+08:00

The last picture was taken when we were all drenched in the rain. You should have all seen Jiayang's hair when it was wet. HAHAHA ok there're more pictures but I'm not going to upload them all. Some other time yeah

Back to Edison

2008-03-16T17:47:00.003+08:00

YAY

2008-03-16T01:42:00.002+08:00

I got back Semester Four's results yesterday and man, I am so pleased with it. My hard work paid off eventually and I am so motivated to do even better in Year 3.

Electronic Commerce B+
Business Law B+
Credit Management A
Financial Planning A
Finance and International Trade B

GPA: 3.6

This is official

2008-03-12T23:56:00.003+08:00

I HATE GOOD-LOOKING PEOPLE.

the screwed-up hair, the sandpaper-like skin, ...

Foresee

2008-03-12T00:18:00.004+08:00

I realised I forgot to blog about the 4c'05 class outing I attended weeks ago. It was surprising to see quite a number of people turning up, which I heard the exact number was 25. Well, lesser in the picture you see above as some left early. Like, Esther Ker! (I WANT A PICTURE WITH YOU SHIMAN, next time ok)

Though it was just a short night but it was really nice and heart-warming to see these bunch of people again after such a longgggg time. Hopefully in the near future where we will have another class outing, the attendence will be full.

I so missed secondary school days.

Birthday Bash Part 1

2008-03-10T22:03:00.026+08:00

Last weekend was a blast as there were two birthday bashes in a row. First up was john's (Sat) while the following was my sister's (Sun).

Saturday 080308

And so we had another picnic at the Botanic Gardens. Lovely place I would say, though we kept scaring ourselves that Mas Selemat's hiding somewhere behind the bushes. Anyway it was fun playing with the candles and singing birthday song in the middle of the botanic gardens where everywhere was so dark.

So yeah, happy birthday john. Hope you love the presents eve and I gave. Love yaaa

Blog again sooon.

Neonlights

2008-03-07T23:27:00.004+08:00

Argh disappointing day. Prolly only eve will know why.

I had another job offer by recruit express today. Some accounting assistant position at Tuas which I am really not confident of taking up cos I have forgetten everything relating to accounts. Yeah 90% at least. Shall see lah.

Ok these days I had been receiving friendster messages from random strangers asking if I'm interested in having a part time job. Like hello, does my face shows that I am job-deprived? Funny people.

ANTM Cycle 10 Episode 3!

GROW HAIR GROW

2008-03-06T22:43:00.002+08:00

I had a very bad haircut on Tuesday and I am feeling fugly now! Caps, for the moment, shall accompany me for the time being until my hair grows back to the normal length. Thank god I should say, since it is the holidays now and I don't have to go back to school where people can laugh at my hair. I'm trying hard to comfort myself but to no avail you see.

A-levels results will be out tomorrow. Well I really hope everyone's gonna do well. You know seriously I can't imagine if it were me getting them tomorrow.

Of Horcruxes and Hallows

2008-03-06T01:07:00.006+08:00

I just got back home from a mahjong session and I am dead beat right now. Had a job interview initially at Newurbanmale today but due to bad peer influence from the mahjong khakis, I decided to give it a miss. So yeah, I am still jobless!!! Well not really cos I was offered one but I still can't decide on that yet. I am such a loser who loves procrastinating.

I am still not done with HP. Tomorrow!

Bagshot

2008-03-04T22:51:00.002+08:00

Weather today was bad enough for me to cancel the tanning session and there I am, feeling as white as a sheet of paper. Decided to camp at home whilst continuing on my last half of harry potter and the deathly hallows where harry and friends fought their mights against the dark lord. Should be able to finish up the book by tomorrow, hopefully.

Received a number of calls asking me to go down for a job interview which I had previously sent my resumes to. Will be attending one of them tomorrow night, after my mahjong session that is. Am so desperate for jobs now cos I'm so bloody broke now. BROKE.

Thank you boo, for the comment. I know I know.

2008-03-03T23:15:00.002+08:00

I am back and I will be using this blog for future updates.
Updates again soon.

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2008-01-06T00:39:00.001+08:00

I have moved to a new blog.

Look what you've done

2008-01-02T23:43:00.000+08:00

This might be the last entry here because I'll be switching blog soon. Am back to doing projects. Bye.

Ludibrium

2007-12-31T01:12:00.000+08:00

(edited)
I think I'm just very blind.
May 2008 be better, good and great.

Goodbye 2007, you weren't the best but I still love you

2007-12-27T23:39:00.000+08:00

2007-12-22T23:52:00.000+08:00

I'll probably give up... after tonight.

5924

2007-12-18T23:57:00.000+08:00

At the very least, I see some light now.
Darkness conquered, period.
Let's kill some vulnerability this festive season, will we?

John the best friend's back from bintan, on saturday to be exact. Coffee session today was great, albeit the absence of the extremely-busy-best-friend-named-eve.

Do something.

2007-12-14T23:38:00.000+08:00

CT'S OVER.

Was so relieved as the last paper was handed up, seeing hundreds of smiles brightening up at every corner of the examination hall because it is officially our holidays. Phew, it was such a long wait. I was so excited about the end of the common test that I actually left my stationaries in the hall. How stupid. Anyway thankyou mel, for the early x'mas gift!

For the third time in a row, bud and I continued our tradition of a must-have retail therapy after every exam/common test. Headed to town with BUDDY! and cindyow to shop and boom, damages! Bud got a higher damage and can you imagine how broke we are now but in all it was fun and we love the stuffs we got today.

Next up, hair-cut and tanning! (if there's sun)

2007-12-12T22:42:00.000+08:00

Last night I was drowned in the sea of laws and cases that I only managed to catch a wink of sleep. Pulled myself to the exam hall, scribbled and threw up everything I've studied and scurried home immediately to replenish the loss of sleep. I've got one more paper to go on friday and I so can't wait for it to end. I want a haircut. I want to shop. (BUD!) I've got a longgg list of things I want this x'mas and seems like the bank account will soon be debited off to cents. Oh well. I want to tan too but look at the weather these days. Where the fuck is the sun. &&& my ulcer is killing me AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH

I am so random.

Purple flying saucers

2007-12-09T00:39:00.000+08:00

Tonight there weren't many options. I took the bus ride alone, plugged in my earpieces and tried all means to slow down the mental marathon I've been going through. I think I might be suffering from some mental exhaustion that've been prolonged for months, or even years. Maybe, maybe your words will put them to a stop.

2007-12-05T23:43:00.000+08:00

Life has been really mundane these days, with only dates like king, albert and park. I'm so sick of studying and revision's been progressing so slowly I have a feeling Saturday morning's gonna be dreadful.

Today it rained like fuck. Waited close to an hour aimlessly, couldn't take it anymore and decided to brave through the rain. Bad decision but sigh, today's been a bad day so I thought I might as well let it be.

Studied but nothing went into the brain. Prolly 3%. I'll make sure I trace back the other 97% tomorrow. Well I'm so screwed today.

Good thing family's been encourgaging. With their words and donuts as bonuses, I'm sure I'll come alive soon. Not forgetting john, and eve. <3

Lies.

2007-12-04T22:45:00.000+08:00

If I were given a chance to choose whom I want to be from Heroes, it would definitely be Matt Parkman, the guy with the ability to hear other people's thoughts...

because sometimes I really don't know what you're thinking, and what you really want.

2007-12-02T23:07:00.000+08:00

Botanical Gardens' our LOVE! (Cheesy I know) :))

2007-11-29T00:47:00.000+08:00

Accompanied by your laughter, you've brought a whole new meaning to this award-winning film.

2007-11-26T23:10:00.000+08:00

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2007-11-22T20:50:00.000+08:00

My "Yeah baby" tee attracted alot of attraction from different people and it feels so... weird. I always thought it's just another piece of tee with a stupid phrase on top. Well.

Did I mention that my common test starts the week after next? I'm doomed. I don't know law, I don't know commerce and I don't know anything about CM.

I shall camp in KAP with my pile of notes after my tan this saturday.

We had doubts but they were never cleared

2007-11-20T00:40:00.000+08:00

I wished your smile was mine tonight.

Today, we met.

2007-11-15T01:50:00.000+08:00

It has been close to a year since we last met. Three hundred and fifty five days, to be exact. Remember last year this time where things had started going the wrong way and we had to part. Those memories with every bit of emotion going along with, they're still kept within me.

It just seemed like yesterday since I last saw you where images of you still freshly running in my mind like that of a camera.

Despite the long pauses we had in between, the night was still lovely. The long walks. The once-so-similar-shophouses. The bus ride. The pratas. The nicknames we once had for each other. The little jokes we shared. And the list goes on and on.

I'm extremely glad we're still friends and albeit the short four hour dinner chat, I know life after today would be so much smoother as the knot in my heart would be untied.

Take care, my old friend.

2007-11-13T00:40:00.000+08:00

I've came to realise that it doesn't matter how many people actually cares or extend their concern for you because at the end of the day, you see one by one, they gradually leave you standing alone in the midst of the crowd.

There's probably over one million and one things that are circling in my mind right now. Good ones. Bad ones. However so one's permanently stucked in my head and it's urging me to scream,
that it never pays to be kind.

2007-11-09T01:02:00.000+08:00

Alas, after two weeks I met Eve. And Johnnnnn! Ok I just want to say I'm amazed by how some people can be really confident of themselves. Confidence is such a weird thing, really. Thinking about it I've never been confident about myself before. Oh well.

I really hate it when I'm given choices. I still can't fucking make up my mind!

2007-11-05T01:18:00.000+08:00

You can't manufacture a miracle
The silence was pitiful that day
A love is getting too cynical
Passion's just physical these days
You analyze everyone you meet
But get no sign, love ain't kind
Every night you admit defeat
and cry yourself blind

2007-11-02T22:34:00.001+08:00

Most of the time we think we're living through so much trouble. We think we are. Be it trouble with love, trouble with schoolwork, or anything else. I can't help thinking that way too and often I realised troubles are created by no other but ourselves. To put it in a crude way, we in fact are the root of all troubles.

As the time passes tonight, the only light I'm getting is the glare from this computer screen I've been staring for hours. I tried reflecting what I've accomplished for the whole of this year, or rather ten months.

Seemingly, nothing.

Had a talk with sis while we were doing some shopping at town last night where it actually dawned upon me that I really need to set a goal for myself and not waste my life away.

Twenty one year old cousin had a pre-wedding event yesterday where mum, sis and I attended. Fyi, it was a shot-gun marriage and this is prolly the nth time that is happening to my relatives.

Trend or trouble?

2007-10-30T22:38:00.000+08:00

I don't want to whine about life again and again but yet today no matter how much I resisted I just could not bring myself to smile and think positively. I'm sick of this inhumane rat race everyone's competing for, with occasional two-sided faces just to achieve what you want at the end of the day.

How I miss the past, the people I once had around me and the few issues we had. It may all seemed infantile but at the very least it's not at all superficial, with people of practical thinking practising hypocritism everyday.

Sins, take it all away.

2007-10-28T23:25:00.000+08:00

(Note: Spelling error for the word, "surprise". EMILY, LOOK!)

Week two of school turned for the worse and I'm not going to explain why. Visited the National Skin Centre on friday and now I'm relying on those adapalene gel to help me get back the skin I once had before puberty actually hits.

I didn't had much activities this weekend and I was practically playing my brother's DS Lite for the whole of the weekend. OMG It was sooo addictive.

Good luck Jr! (Same to all other jc peeps)

Only the stars would know why.

2007-10-22T22:40:00.000+08:00

School had finally started for me (well because I wasn't anywhere around in school for the whole of last week's lectures), but hey today was pretty cool. Got to see bud, and not forgetting mel too. I'm so gonna attend school everyday and try not to skip lectures cos I don't want to waste my campus life away just like that. I'll dump the frivolous attitude from now on.

Had the first tutorial, met the new classmates and there were some familiar faces around. Do not know most of them and I'm gonna be friendly and talk to them tomorrow. (I hope)

Headed town after school which ended at a pleasant time of 1pm every monday. Caught Resident Evil: Extinction with bud and I thought the show was good. Albeit being action-packed and scary most of the time, somehow I felt an upsurge of emotions towards the end of the show. Most of them just turned into horrifying-looking zombies who were desperate for fleshes and bloods, all thanks to those selfish scientists trying so hard to carve a fame of their own. Milla Jovovich's hawt in the show anyway.

I've got a 1500 words report to complete and I still have roughly 800 words upon completion!

Beyond melancholies