Accompanied by your laughter, you've brought a whole new meaning to this award-winning film.

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My "Yeah baby" tee attracted alot of attraction from different people and it feels so... weird. I always thought it's just another piece of tee with a stupid phrase on top. Well.

Did I mention that my common test starts the week after next? I'm doomed. I don't know law, I don't know commerce and I don't know anything about CM.

I shall camp in KAP with my pile of notes after my tan this saturday.

We had doubts but they were never cleared

I wished your smile was mine tonight.

Today, we met.

It has been close to a year since we last met. Three hundred and fifty five days, to be exact. Remember last year this time where things had started going the wrong way and we had to part. Those memories with every bit of emotion going along with, they're still kept within me.

It just seemed like yesterday since I last saw you where images of you still freshly running in my mind like that of a camera.

Despite the long pauses we had in between, the night was still lovely. The long walks. The once-so-similar-shophouses. The bus ride. The pratas. The nicknames we once had for each other. The little jokes we shared. And the list goes on and on.

I'm extremely glad we're still friends and albeit the short four hour dinner chat, I know life after today would be so much smoother as the knot in my heart would be untied.

Take care, my old friend.

I've came to realise that it doesn't matter how many people actually cares or extend their concern for you because at the end of the day, you see one by one, they gradually leave you standing alone in the midst of the crowd.

There's probably over one million and one things that are circling in my mind right now. Good ones. Bad ones. However so one's permanently stucked in my head and it's urging me to scream,
that it never pays to be kind.

Alas, after two weeks I met Eve. And Johnnnnn! Ok I just want to say I'm amazed by how some people can be really confident of themselves. Confidence is such a weird thing, really. Thinking about it I've never been confident about myself before. Oh well.

I really hate it when I'm given choices. I still can't fucking make up my mind!

You can't manufacture a miracle
The silence was pitiful that day
A love is getting too cynical
Passion's just physical these days
You analyze everyone you meet
But get no sign, love ain't kind
Every night you admit defeat
and cry yourself blind

Most of the time we think we're living through so much trouble. We think we are. Be it trouble with love, trouble with schoolwork, or anything else. I can't help thinking that way too and often I realised troubles are created by no other but ourselves. To put it in a crude way, we in fact are the root of all troubles.

As the time passes tonight, the only light I'm getting is the glare from this computer screen I've been staring for hours. I tried reflecting what I've accomplished for the whole of this year, or rather ten months.

Seemingly, nothing.

Had a talk with sis while we were doing some shopping at town last night where it actually dawned upon me that I really need to set a goal for myself and not waste my life away.

Twenty one year old cousin had a pre-wedding event yesterday where mum, sis and I attended. Fyi, it was a shot-gun marriage and this is prolly the nth time that is happening to my relatives.

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