I don't want to whine about life again and again but yet today no matter how much I resisted I just could not bring myself to smile and think positively. I'm sick of this inhumane rat race everyone's competing for, with occasional two-sided faces just to achieve what you want at the end of the day.

How I miss the past, the people I once had around me and the few issues we had. It may all seemed infantile but at the very least it's not at all superficial, with people of practical thinking practising hypocritism everyday.

Sins, take it all away.

(Note: Spelling error for the word, "surprise". EMILY, LOOK!)

Week two of school turned for the worse and I'm not going to explain why. Visited the National Skin Centre on friday and now I'm relying on those adapalene gel to help me get back the skin I once had before puberty actually hits.

I didn't had much activities this weekend and I was practically playing my brother's DS Lite for the whole of the weekend. OMG It was sooo addictive.

Good luck Jr! (Same to all other jc peeps)

Only the stars would know why.

School had finally started for me (well because I wasn't anywhere around in school for the whole of last week's lectures), but hey today was pretty cool. Got to see bud, and not forgetting mel too. I'm so gonna attend school everyday and try not to skip lectures cos I don't want to waste my campus life away just like that. I'll dump the frivolous attitude from now on.

Had the first tutorial, met the new classmates and there were some familiar faces around. Do not know most of them and I'm gonna be friendly and talk to them tomorrow. (I hope)

Headed town after school which ended at a pleasant time of 1pm every monday. Caught Resident Evil: Extinction with bud and I thought the show was good. Albeit being action-packed and scary most of the time, somehow I felt an upsurge of emotions towards the end of the show. Most of them just turned into horrifying-looking zombies who were desperate for fleshes and bloods, all thanks to those selfish scientists trying so hard to carve a fame of their own. Milla Jovovich's hawt in the show anyway.

I've got a 1500 words report to complete and I still have roughly 800 words upon completion!

Beyond melancholies

Just got back home from Emily's birthday celebration. Hope she had a wonderful surprise from all of us, with the gifts and doughnuts and everything. And she claimed that this is her best birthday and it had better be so. hahah once again HAPPY BIRTHDAY to you if you're reading this!

I'm not trying to be mean here, but seriously why are all the muds and minahs still celebrating their festival even when a week has since passed. Don't know why.

Lately gaytrannies are everywhere and I got really grossed out after seeing a few these days. Halloween isn't here yet and they seemed all ready to scare people around. This is really sick

Goodbye and hello.

Freed

I'm done with the seven weeks of attachment and I'm supposed to be back to campus, like tomorrow. Well a good thing about being a BA student is that you would only need to attend lectures (no tutorials) on the first week of the semester, which means you guys prolly won't be seeing me around in school most of the time. Anyway the NP server's currently down and I'm not able to check my time-table. All I know is there's a lecture tomorrow at 9-11am which I wouldn't be attending it most likely.

I haven't enjoyed myself at all so yes, I'll be going to school as and when I like for this very first week. I NEED TO TAN AND I NEED TO SHOP

No more tele-marketing anymore and I bet you guys can't imagine how ecstatic I am now. No more selling of credit cards, no more selling of credit lines and no more putting up with detestable customers screaming their lungs at me.

I wish you'd die in my dreams

Angels or Devils

This is the last time I'm ever gonna come here tonight.
No more craning of necks.
No more bearing of hopes.

Tonight, it will be the last.

I now pronounce you dead

HE-WHO-MUST-BE-NAMED

I don't care if your name's curry, smelly or coolie. In fact, they make no difference. To me, you are nothing but one fat pervert who constantly tries to take advantage of the girls and most of the time trying hard to win their hearts so that you can be really popular amongst them.

Buying little gifts, passing of notes and creating your own stupid games. What other tactics do you have, I wonder. And I can't believe you were that horny to have slip your dirty hards into the pants of a girl. Yeah, so what if you were drunk that night?

The others may choose to joke around with you and compromise to your unintelligent games, pretending that nothing had happened. (& this is where hypocrites exist) But I'm sorry, you are grossing me out so much I cannot feign ignorant about it. Anyhow, I wouldn't be seeing you again. So goodbye and fuck off. ((((:

P/s: You know what, you smelled like some old mouldy ash-tray which gives off a funny stench that I almost died of lung cancer sitting beside you. Happy smoking and die early.

My gums are hurting like fuck.
Time, for a dental appointment soon. (which i've not gone for donkey years)

O-U-C-H.

As I sat comfortably on the big china chair this afternoon, with the china pens and highlighters within my hold, I started writing scriptures of your name. Unknowingly, at the end of work, I realised my notebook was filled with nothing but the damned old name.

These days the mind had been going through a long lazy rest, while the emotions remained awkwardly silent. Everything seemed so serene that even the dreams tasted bland to me. I prolly need something to stir up a little of this plain boring life, before I get my head back to school.

Such contradicting life, but who knows I might be lovin' it.

I miss your smile when you're sleeping