Hotfuck

Ahhh I felt so good after bitching so much with the besties today. Our topics revolved anything under the sun, the clouds, the moon, the stars. I'm so glad I bitched, otherwise I might be seen talking to the walls. And that's scary.

NS is like soon. The jc peepos are going to get in first, then us. I'm dreading it. You got to wake up damn early every day and train and train like there's war tomorrow. That sounds so sick. Well that's the disadvantage for guys, because the girls get to pursue their studies and work first and won't have to experience all the tough shit. Still, it's nothing compared to giving birth, right? But you see, girls have a choice on whether to give birth. We don't have a choice!

Anyway I had my first etiquette lesson yesterday. The tutor looks so funny and she's like so gentle when she speaks and moves about. We had to give a "catwalk" thing in front of everyone and the big mirror. That was so embarassing. Some were really modellish. So cool.

People who speak canto are so hot. Most.

Weekends!

Sometimes, its nice to remember what it was like, and what it could be.

Float

With or without you, I can't live.

Wardrobe

Back to school. Lessons resumed and CT results were handed back to us. Other than econs, which was expectedly bad though I still managed to pass it, the rest of the grades were quite decent. Accounts was a pretty sad case because of one grave careless mistake. I was so affected by it that till now, I'm still feeling sore over it. Fuck. I so hate the name Tiger Woods.

I swear I am going to do so much better for Econs the next time round. And open my eyes bigger whenever doing Accounts.

Well, I've been thinking of how to revamp my wardrobe. I feel like throwing away most of the clothes, and get many many new ones to replace them. I so want to improve my fashion sense but I need the capital to do so, which I think I can forget about it since I'm so very broke these days.

Maybe I should try selling away some of the old clothes instead of throwing them away. But again, who would want them?

Topman, Lacoste, Ralph Lauren, Zara, NUM. I don't mind being their spokesperson, even just for a day. They can throw all the clothes at me and I think I will enjoy being slapped by all the branded clothes. Okay that sounds very unrealistic.

I fell too fast, I feel too much.

Desperado

Tonight,

I need those hugs,
those kisses,
those words,
and that pair of hands that cling on to mine so tightly.

Nobody knows how this desperado is feeling tonight.





Not even you, nor you,
nor you.

Hands down this is the worst day I can ever remember.

Thankyou

Soon, seven months will become seven years, and I will be forgotten.

Seems like this is what you want, uh?
Fine, I'm so over it already.

Thanks, but no thanks.

Invasion

Listen to me.
I've got the world's sexiest voice now due to the prolonged sore throat I am having. I'm so loving it.

Was tired and I practically slept my day away and thus I'm not feeling any tinge of exhaustion despite the time reading 1.44a.m now. What am I to do now? No shows, nothing to do. Touched abit on the projects, and that at least killed my guilt for being so lazy this holiday.

Hello stranger, will you invade my mind again tonight?

Wait no more, for love.

Someday

It's been quite a while since I felt like that about us. Those pictures, those messages, somehow they seemed like aliens to me now. It's like I would never have thought that such exchanges could have happened between us given our current state. They brought back a whiff of fresh memories and for a moment, I lingered on and thought how sweet it would be if we could still be like this.

But still, reality hits hard and you know that it is almost impossible to retrace the steps and find joy and jubilation in whatever you have now.

Well, better stop emo-ing before I start losing sleep again. Got to wake up early tomorrow to finish up some project stuffs. I can't afford to laze around anymore because school's reopening NEXT WEEK. Arghhh

Chopped off quite alot of hair and it's efffing short, but I so like it. hahh

Maybe someday, and one day.

Insomnia

Projects bring me insomnia.

I don't feel good everyday, having to worry about the date(dead)lines and yet there's no drive to complete them. Quality not quantity. Yeah right, fuck off and die please. Those dammits are haunting me every single day, regardless of whether I'm awake or asleep. What to do?

Someone tell me the fastest way to die. I might just be the first to commit suicide just to escape from those damned projects. How cool.

My hopes are so high, that your kiss might kill me.
So won't you kill me, so I die happy.

Stain

Why'd I play the fool
Go through ups n downs
Knowing all the time
You wouldnt be around

Fuck. I want to shake off those memories.
You stained my life.

Daddddddy

Happy Father's Day. (:

I know my mum shouldn't appear in the picture but I'm lazy to cut her face away. So yea, I love my dad. (love mum too)

I finished watching Spider Lilies on crunchyroll and it's like damn boring. Less than half the show I was already yawning and yearning for it to end. The show was all about tattoos and I personally find people with tattoos a big turn-off. Anyhow the show was a disappointment.

Surrender your love to me.

The addiction

I'll hold your hands, and together we'll run away from this town.

Mambo @ MOS

MAMBONIGHT at Ministry of Sound on Wednesday was definitely a blast. It was the first time for most of us and I got to admit that it is indeed addictive. Other than the very-polluted air and the banglas, maids and muds and minahs that were you know ~, everything else was great. This could be the bestest thing that could happen to you after you've officially turned eighteen. I can't wait for more.

Caught Ocean's thirteen today and it was fine. Alot of times I almost fell asleep because I was really tired. Am depriving of sleep for the past week due to chalet, clubbing and etc. Got to start completing those hated-projects soon before the holidays end.

Now, it is time for some serious work.

why do the world deceive? why do i make believe?

E7!

I swear Amanda and Douglas weren't having sex, hahah

Chalet (10th-12th june) was pretty alright, enjoyed the games and midnight chats we had together. Pictures were taken on the second night and that explains the absence of Weixiang, Edward and Bryan in the pictures as they only stayed for the first night. Sherry came with her bf with lots of food for us too. So so nice of her.

Anyhow, that three days two nights were indeed enjoyable. Thanks to all who've made the effort to organise this chalet and came for it.

(:

Class-outing

I overslept today and didn't get to tan despite the fine weather. I think I really need to change my alarm clock asap.

Went for 3C'04/4C'05's class outing today. I was forced by Jiehui to go anyway. Er well there were around twenty of us who turned up, so it wasn't that bad. Just that it was a little awkward for some of us and we didn't interact with the ones we're not close to. Overall it was alright. At least we made the effort to turn up, rather than those who loves to claim that they love 4C and yet they didn't come. Excuses.

The few of us went MSQ(and that's like the 3rd time I went this week) after the steamboat dinner. Tf01/03's class chalet tomorrow. Will be back on either Monday or Tuesday. Depends. Hopefully it would be fun.

Maybe we're better off this way.
Maybe that's what you want.

Messy

CT is finally over. It was a tough week. Year two's work seems to be so much harder than Year one, and the load to study is so many times more than that of last year's. Hopes results come out good and not just satisfactory, because I sacrificed my sleep for the whole of this week!

Went for a round of shopping at MSQ with bud.j after the paper as we wanted to reward ourselves for studying so hard for the past week. Got a few items today and obviously the hole in my pocket's getting bigger as well. Shall continue to save up for more retail therapy before the GSS ends.

Still feeling tired till now and mind's in a mess.
Shall sleep early and if the weather permits tomorrow, a round of tanning.

Muddleheaded

Finally two papers down, and what is left is Accounts and FMS on Thursday and Friday respectively. I am going to shop right after the last paper no matter what because I haven't got anything from the GSS yet and it's definitely very distracting. I think I seriously overworked myself these few days from all the studying--- cramping theories and formulaes into the pea-sized brain.

And when I get overworked, what happened was I either overslept or I remembered the wrong examination time. Yes, I overslept on Monday's paper. I woke up at 7.50a.m when the paper was supposed to start at 8.30a.m. Thankfully I managed to reached there like 5 minutes late only. Then, when I thought I would definitely not be late today because we're having a rather late paper, I was wrong. I thought the paper starts at 4.30p.m, but instead it actually starts at 4p.m! I entered the exam hall at around 4.15p.m when I saw a few hundred people in front of me scribbling away. Dumbfounded, I rushed to my seat and started doing that damn paper.

I think I can kill myself for being so stupid. Oh and I screwed up IEF, as expected. Probably a seat has been reserved for me on 3rd of July; THE RETEST.

CT

COMMON TEST STARTS TMR.
Like fuck, I don't even have time for my favourite shows, do the routine workouts and get enough sleep.

I want to enjoy my sleep tonight, because this is the last time I am gonna dream of you.

Shrek

GINGERBREADMAN IS LOVE, so is shrek three.