love or perish

Overture

Wah life can be really empty for me especially when ANTM cycle 10 ended like two weeks ago (youtube) and American Idol season 7 too, ended just last week. So wanted Archuleta to win but well Cook isn't bad either so it all ends well. ANTM was rather bad this season and I shall not be spoilers here to reveal who the winner is.

Argh can't wait for CT to end soon. Haven't been hitting town for ages. I need to get involve in GSS like soon.

I wanna be in this moment,

I love my best friends

Am taking a break now from all the never-ending pile of project stuffs and commontest-revision which I am really sick of. Revision's going so slowly that I fell asleep so many times especially in the afternoon where drowsiness just hits me for no reason. Anyway first paper on Saturday and I need plenty of luck, like PLENTY.

So yeah I was feeling a little moody last week but my mood certainly changed for the better after mahjong sessions with the usual khakis and most importantly, encouragement from the best friends. Sometimes I really have to count some blessings cos I've got such nice people in my life. Best friends are what we can never live without and I am so lucky I have two. (Cheesy I know) Seeing them makes me feel alot happier too simply because when you're in your own comfort zone with people you know best it just feels totally different.

I never thought I would pen all these down cos firstly, i hate cheesy words, secondly i am not very good at words and next I always felt that these words are to be conveyed through actions or anything but not words. So well that's not the main point obviously.

Conclusion of the week: Never to get affected by people you don't give a damn on.

Some overdue pictures last week at Fashionbar.

john & eve!

Abj

I was just about to off my laptop, and go to sleep when you popped out of my mind. I typed in your blog address, and began to read every entry I've missed out over the past year. Has been over a year plus since I last read and I'm glad you're doing fine.

Tonight's so special that I thought you were beside me.
So real, it felt so real.

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Time reveals everything. Somehow after some time, my perception for some individuals have taken a 360 degrees change. Not like I'm perfect or anywhere near perfection, but at least I am proud to say I am still who I am at the end of the day. Unlike some who simply loves to put on a smile on the face 24/7 trying so hard to win everyone's hearts.

I don't believe in making friends with everyone. Maybe that's the reason why I'm such a loner at times.

Anti-social

Don't feel like doing anything but to whine and vent some anger right here. No, nothing happened today. It's prolly because school's been rather tough and boring I really need some excitement in my life. Common Test starts next Saturday and I'm very very worried about it. You know when you kind of did well once, which was last semester, you tend to pressurize yourself alot more than before. SOOOO bloody want to do well, and even better than the last.

The sight of some people just irks me still. Some stuck-up people you see in the lecture hall, always giving that "im-rich-and-im-an-elite" face just pisses me off. While some others love to choose who they want to talk to, engaging in stupid and meaningless conversations. I have to admit I am very anti-social but seriously who cares?

I like the way I am.

No more monday blues finally since it's a public holiday today. My body's still aching so much from the vigorous work-outs I've done for the past few days but well at least my hard work is paying off.

Weekends were spent mostly outside. On Saturday had to wake up at an inhumane time of 6+a.m. which was a torture to me. I need sleeps! Anyway it was because I actually volunteered to help out for an event for BA at the Asian Civilisations Museum to lead the secondary school students in doing the quizzes and "amazing race". Bernice and I were grouped together to lead Whitley Secondary School. Was kind of a torture though. Those girls played "Missing" and we had to search the whole museum for them.

Overall it was kind of alright, alot better than what I've expected. So afterwhich bernice, yupeng, weixiang and I (GUESS WHO'S MISSING HAHA) went to sing at Bugis and dinner after that. Bitched as usual and went home. I realised we forgot to cam-whore!

Yesterday dinner and pubbing with the clique at Clarke Quay. More pictures when I received them.

Soon.

Uniform 2

With our new "bestfriend", sincerity HAHA

Happy belated birthday again bitch! May you find your dream guy sooon huh. Can't wait for nicole's birthday. She can be her prom queen for all she wants. Me, the prom king of course. HAHA

Off!

Uniform 1

Ok tomorrow's finally friday. Weekends! Just finished watching the result show of American Idol and yes it was pretty much predictable this season. Next week it will be the battle of the Davids. Archuleta vs Cook. Was rooting for Syesha but I know she was not going to make it cos the Davids are simply too good and popular. Think Archuleta will be crowning the Idol but who knows.

This week has been really hectic rushing all the IS assignments, staying out all night just to complete them while your lazy group members get to sleep. Argh.

Can't believe I actually am going to blog about bernice's birthday party only now, which happened like two weeks ago. Aha. I am so overloaded with work please. Yeah and so in summary we had an uniform party and it was very fun acting like elites. HAHA. YY's bungalow was bloody big btw. Richass.

Ok more pictures again tomorrow. Am gonna watch ANTM Season 10 finale!

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I was doing one of my projects halfway when my thoughts suddenly turned and felt like blogging so here I am now. School has been draining all my energy with all the lectures and tutorials that I know nuts. Fuck treasury. Fuck Corporate Finance. Fuck Investment. Basically all the modules this semester suck. I have a very bad feeling this semester as it sort of reminded me of IEF. Zzz

Every weekday is bad, well maybe except friday because it smells the arrival of weekends. And so yesterday as usual met up with the besties at town to chill, looking out for eye candies and in the end hurting ourselves. HAHA. You know the ironic feeling. Anyway we saw Nat Ho and Felicia Chin while we were desert-ing at Hong Kong Cafe. Felicia Chin's so prettayyy you wouldn't believe.

Sometimes I wonder why some people can be so naive and "easy-to-navigate" by others so willingly. In other words it just simply means stupidty lah.

Back to project.