Ludibrium

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I think I'm just very blind.
May 2008 be better, good and great.

Goodbye 2007, you weren't the best but I still love you

I'll probably give up... after tonight.

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At the very least, I see some light now.
Darkness conquered, period.
Let's kill some vulnerability this festive season, will we?

John the best friend's back from bintan, on saturday to be exact. Coffee session today was great, albeit the absence of the extremely-busy-best-friend-named-eve.

Do something.

CT'S OVER.

Was so relieved as the last paper was handed up, seeing hundreds of smiles brightening up at every corner of the examination hall because it is officially our holidays. Phew, it was such a long wait. I was so excited about the end of the common test that I actually left my stationaries in the hall. How stupid. Anyway thankyou mel, for the early x'mas gift!

For the third time in a row, bud and I continued our tradition of a must-have retail therapy after every exam/common test. Headed to town with BUDDY! and cindyow to shop and boom, damages! Bud got a higher damage and can you imagine how broke we are now but in all it was fun and we love the stuffs we got today.

Next up, hair-cut and tanning! (if there's sun)

Last night I was drowned in the sea of laws and cases that I only managed to catch a wink of sleep. Pulled myself to the exam hall, scribbled and threw up everything I've studied and scurried home immediately to replenish the loss of sleep. I've got one more paper to go on friday and I so can't wait for it to end. I want a haircut. I want to shop. (BUD!) I've got a longgg list of things I want this x'mas and seems like the bank account will soon be debited off to cents. Oh well. I want to tan too but look at the weather these days. Where the fuck is the sun. &&& my ulcer is killing me AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH

I am so random.

Purple flying saucers

Tonight there weren't many options. I took the bus ride alone, plugged in my earpieces and tried all means to slow down the mental marathon I've been going through. I think I might be suffering from some mental exhaustion that've been prolonged for months, or even years. Maybe, maybe your words will put them to a stop.

Life has been really mundane these days, with only dates like king, albert and park. I'm so sick of studying and revision's been progressing so slowly I have a feeling Saturday morning's gonna be dreadful.

Today it rained like fuck. Waited close to an hour aimlessly, couldn't take it anymore and decided to brave through the rain. Bad decision but sigh, today's been a bad day so I thought I might as well let it be.

Studied but nothing went into the brain. Prolly 3%. I'll make sure I trace back the other 97% tomorrow. Well I'm so screwed today.

Good thing family's been encourgaging. With their words and donuts as bonuses, I'm sure I'll come alive soon. Not forgetting john, and eve. <3

Lies.

If I were given a chance to choose whom I want to be from Heroes, it would definitely be Matt Parkman, the guy with the ability to hear other people's thoughts...

because sometimes I really don't know what you're thinking, and what you really want.

Botanical Gardens' our LOVE! (Cheesy I know) :))