Direction

Finally I can blog without the damn blogger problem since I've changed the address. Yes Buddy J knows what I'm talking about. Hah, and I love your new address.

Shopping was a fruitful one yesterday since I got what I want, and Buddy J too. Tirrrring though.

To think someone could be so naive to believe such a ridiculous thing. I feel so sad for you. And kindly please get a life. You're damn stupid.

Seriously, life has been so quiet I couldn't believe myself too. I'm missing all the fun, noise and energy I used to enjoy.

I need a direction and I need you to lead the way.
I can't stand it any longer.

Over

I'm done with you.

Cursed

Say I'm dumb.
Scold me for being foolish.

I even fell for that stupid love song.

I think I'm cursed.
For which the curse will never be broken.

Look at me, what do you see?

My heart is bleeding.

Slow

Time after time I told myself things will definitely work out. Not now but anytime soon. But somehow I felt like it's time to give up.

You're killing me at a slow pace.

Quit

I think I am gonna quit playing mahjong. Luck hasn't been with me ever since the start of 2007 everytime I play mahjong. So, don't ask me out for any mahjong games till 2007 ends.

And please don't tempt me.

I could have, but I didn't.

Senile

Went granny's place as usual. The joke of the day is that Grandma's getting senile and it's really serious mind you. She asked whether we collected the angpow from her for like more than ten times. And for every half an hour or so, she'd come and ask her usual question. Damn funny lar. lol.


Returned home for dinner. Gambled. Won some money. Mahjong tomorrow.

Bless me.

Reservation

Steamboat for reunion dinner as usual. =)

Note: INVITE ME TO YOUR HOUSE FOR COLLECTION OF ANGPOWS. Desperately in need of cash.

And for those who wants to come to my house, you can make a reservation with me by texting/calling me. Hah.

Gotta go countdown for the arrival of the pig already. Out.

Candies

Yet again, another sleepless night yesterday.

Alas, exams are finally over. Millions of brain cells must have been killed and I simply pity my poor little brain that has sacrificed so much.

Accompanied Buddy J to shop for clothes. Wandered around orchard for like nearly four hours before settling on a shirt at Revoltage. We almost drop dead on the streets can. Bloody hot weather plus our lack of sleeps plus the long distances(esp from cine to far east) really can take our lives man.

And us being superbly bored came up with this tabulation:
>300 CJs
>200 SAs
>100 ACs could be found at Orchard today.
Quite stupid I know but the whole town was really flooded with these different college students. Well, a number of eye candies were spotted. Hah.

Dinner and coffee talk with my insane boy and the girl who loves to sleep. =)

"I really think Topman should recruit me as their sales assistant because I have all the aspects to be one. They're losing out by not using me."
Sounds familiar? No?

Some people should really be shot to death for being so thick-skinned and arrogant. They really should you know, for saying such stuffs.

I need some sleep!

How did I fall in love with you?

Valentine

2/14.

Happy Valentine's Day to all. It wasn't well spent at all for me because my valentine this year seemed to be my BMGT notes. Gawd.

Other than feelings of envy and jealousy, what else?

I've played the fool's part since the very beginning.

Lock

Seems like the prayers did work eh. Hah.

Tanning again early in the morning but somehow the sun wasn't as strong and scorching today. Still I enjoyed because baking myself under the sun just feels great.

Went for haircut after that. Think I am rather satisfied with the outcome. Was very tempted to dye my hair ash green but the aftermath would be that the ash green will turn gold after a short while. So, not that worth it afterall right. I'm comfortable with my current black hair anyway.

Chiong to town to get my clothes for CNY. Thought I would take a long time to choose them as I'm kinda picky and choosy. Well, I took less than half an hour. Got a shirt and a pair of skinny jeans, both from Topman. Had a polo tee bought from Topman earlier on too. So I guess this year would be a Topman series for me. Heh. Topman rocks. =)

I'm so gonna lock myself at home tomorrow. Yea you know why.

You have me wishing that everything was real.

Pray

Pray. Help me pray.

Pray that my haircut wouldn't go wrong tomorrow.
Pray that shopping would be a fruitful one tomorrow.
Pray that I'll be able to see you soon.
Pray that there's no Valentine's Day at all.
Pray that I can sleep well tonight.

Pray for me. Just for today.

You make wonders in my life; that's why I call on you.

Secret

I'll be your best kept secret; and your biggest mistake.

Spin

Head's spinning. Feeling extremely weak now. Current strength: 2/10

Burnt midnight oil mugging for Econs paper last night. Didn't had a wink at all. Studied all the way till 7 in the morning and went to school for exam. Thankfully I managed to sit through the paper without falling asleep.

Paper wasn't too well done though. I hate it when such happens. My efforts just doesn't seemed to have paid off.

Oh and I was damn pissed with my phone last night. It died on me and the SIM card got blocked for no reason. Big fuck lar. I couldn't use it until I went to replace it in the afternoon with Mum. Had to pay for $18 when it's not my fault. M1's simply great.

And for those who tried contacting me during that twenty hours or so, that was what happened.

Went to cousin's place with my parents in the evening because his new born baby turned one month old today. Had a buffet dinner and I really dislike the food. Everything wasn't cooked in the right way. Interacted a little with the relatives and went home.

Feeling emo now. I think I need to get some sleep already. It's just not my day today.

How close is close enough?

Always

Dead beat.

Accounts paper was do-able fortunately. Have got another tough paper tomorrow. And who the hell sets the exam schedule?! Fancy asking us to go back for exam on a Saturday. What's worse is the next paper after tomorrow would be like, next friday? Gosh.

Olvl's results out today. Looks like most people I know did pretty well.

I wished I could have another attempt for Olvls and I would definitely study harder for it this time. A-Maths in particular. Well why am I brooding over these? So dumb.

You'll always be a part of my past, present and future.

Persevere

Argh I don't think I'll be able to sleep tonight. I've got so much to study for friday's Accounts and saturday's Econs papers. The few past year papers are driving me nuts. Omg.

Nevertheless I'll still persevere on because I want my 4.0 GPA. Hah. =)

You're the first & last thing on my mind.

Temptation

Spring is nearing with twelve more days to be exact. Mum and Dad had been dilligently going through a round of spring cleaning and majority of the chores had already been done. My room is seriously in a big mess because of the rearrangement of furnitures and clearing of used textbooks. All my albums and notes are still lingering at every corner of the room and they are to be cleared immediately once my exams are over. Mum can't stand the mess, neither do I.

Living room has again been decorated with the usual decorative ornaments and the house seemed to have came alive again. Apparently, it's a little too much because I see red everywhere and it's hurting my eye.

The temptation to shop is coming back to me and I can't wait to do so. Clothes for CNY had not been bought finished so yea, gotta do so quick.

But before I can shop at ease, something else has to be done. MUG!

I know this is a feeling I just can't fight.

Deep

iTunes screwed me up yesterday while I was managing the ipod. Today, I screwed up my BCA practical. Splendid.

Am depriving of sleep due to the extremely last minute revision for the practical exam today. WTF it was damn complicated and there wasn't enough time to complete.

Ranking of Horoscopes in terms of looks: (voted by many)
1st) Libra
2nd) Scorpio
3rd) Pisces
4th) Aquarius
5th) Saggitarius
6th) Cancer
7th) Leo
8th) Gemini
9th) Taurus
10th) Virgo
11th) Aries
12th) Capricorn

Interesting poll eh. Well, this is just a sample poll voted by a group of nothing-better-to-do-people like me. And so if your horoscope happens to be ranked way behind, don't be too affected alright. Hah.

Cause these scars run so deep,
It's been so hard.

Gemini

Just finished watching the finale of Project Superstar and Daren won. Phew I wanted him to win so much as compared to Diya. It all ended well.

They say Aquarians match Geminis the most. So where's my Gemini? COME OUT leh. Hah.

Youyouyou&you.

Apologies

Sorry.

Sorry for upsetting you.
Sorry for the infantile behaviour.
Sorry for keeping certain things from you.

I owe you all the explanations and I'll give them to you.

I'm truly sorry.

Dilemma

To cut or not to? To dye or not to? I've been pondering over it for days, still I can't make up my mind. Sian.

Yes the hair!

Oh and I can't help myself from loving Yanzi more and more. Her songs are accompanying me to sleep almost every single night and hence I'm healing and feeling better at the same time. Who says emo songs make you feel worse? I felt for the better instead. Bizarre right, I know.

No idea why but I have been feeling hungry quite easily these days. Probably going through the last stage of puberty, lmao. Wouldn't it be great if I can grow a few more cms? I'll be so elated please. Currently in search of supper khakis. Text me if you're feeling the same aite!

What happened last night was just a dream.

Amour

Stronger than yesterday.