Timetable

IS Enrolment at 4pm today. Got Japanese for duration 1 while Business Etiquette for duration 2. It all went smoothly today.

And so, timetable's been finalised already.
Monday: 11-4pm.
Tuesday: 9-5pm.
Wednesday: 9-4pm.
Thursday: 1-5pm. (IS Day)
Friday: 10-3pm.

Alright. Shall go back to reading with the accompany of yanzi's songs. (:

Yanzi

jeron: your smile. i miss it. says:
i think i everyday rot and listen to yanzi's songs la

Yea man I think that's what I'm planning to do for the rest of the holidays. That was what I told Adeline. Seriously bored and broke. Argh.

Thank god yanzi's album came at the right time.

Coincidence

Just as I was about to gave up, you shattered my hopes of moving on. Was it really coincidence or what?

All because of one phrase of lyrics from the song we both loved and I was brought back to the harsh reality again. Spare me, lord. I was just about to escape from there already.

Back to square one. Sucks.

Bean

Mr Bean's holiday is quite a disappointment. I think he lost his bean power already. We didn't laughed as much as we expected.
Nightrider home again yesterday.



我懷念的 是爭吵以後還是想要愛你的衝動.

Singles

Eve, welcome to the singles club of gorgeous people. Do not be sad anymore, please. Life is still fun and enjoyable even when you're not attached, to some *ahem* kind of person.


















We are hot. We are gorgeous. We are kind souls. (HAHAHAHAH it's true) I'm sure we'll meet the right ones soon. Wipe off your tears and be strong. Your two hot besties will always be there for your rainy days. :)

Seriously, why are the kind-hearted hot people always so ill-fated?

THIS IS SO UNFAIR.

Against the light

"

Finally, after long awaits.

Yanzi- Ni Guang. Enjoy! :)

Unbelievable

OMG A MIRACLE HAS JUST HAPPENED WHEN I THOUGHT EVERYTHING WAS GONE! I managed to get into TF01 and join Buddy J and clique. This is so unbelievable lah. Got to thank Nicole and gang for the chance. Hah.

Phew. I can finally sleep well tonight. :)

Move

Used to really look forward to this very day of the month. The monthsary dinner. The long walks. The bus journey where you sat right next to me. The camwhore moments. The suppers we had. Simply everything to do with you.

Today. I locked myself alone in the room, listening to your favourite few songs and did nothing but think of you. I know it's still a wishful part of me, thinking that everything will go back to the past again.

But after today, I will move on.
I will have to.

Monday

Monday nights are never bored with Desperate Housewives around. I love Lynette. She never fails to make me laugh every single episode. Hah. I CAN'T WAIT FOR NEXT MONDAY.

Shaving off my hair sooon! Omg. (Not going NS lah)

Promise

Really had a great time with Buddy J on friday. Recalling how I break the news to her makes me laugh. I thought I told a good and convincing lie. HAHAHHAHAH. Oh well but in the end I still revealed the truth. Like what she said, it was an unspoken promise. =) REMEMBER!!!

We headed to CCK but it was a wasted trip. I am really going to cj's hostel to steal their tees lar. Hah. Ok back to topic, so we went window-shopping and window-eyecandying at town. After that took 105(again) to TPY where we had our dinner and emo session.

It has been decades since I last had the hokkien mee and rojak there. Same place. Same food. Same vendor. Everything looks the same, and tastes the same. This time to me it was just very different. It wasn't you who was sitting beside me. It wasn't you who was enjoying the good food with me and it wasn't you who was telling me how much you love the food there.

Nearly four months. I thought those memories would leave me as time passes. No. It hasn't.














































Wonder how you're doing now.
I wish everything's going smoothly for you and you're happy.

No matter where you are and whatever happens, I will always be there for you.
I promise.

Miracle

I lost my way while searching for you.
Seems like I will never find my way back to love again.

Miracle.
I need one.

Recall

Results out yesterday and I swear I wasn't feeling anything at all. I woke up at only noon to check those results. Pretty pleased with it. I did improved alot from the last semester. And I shall continue to improve and raise my GPA, higher and higher. Till I get 4.0 GPA one day. HAHAHHAHAH. I mean it.

Bloody LMS. I think I should get an AD for it lah. I actually sacrificed my reputation and everything and acted as a homo in the freak video and yet those efforts never even paid off. Fuck the tutor can.

Went supper with Sam after gaming yesterday. We tried very hard to recall our primary school childhood memories. Was damn funny. To think we were always bullied by those gangsters in JP last time while playing arcade. Those LC assholes.

Today. Sentosa with Edrick, Sharin(Did i get it right?) and Cheryl, the very hot gang and obviously we attracted alot of attention. Hah. Played volleyball under Cheryl's coaching. Quite fun lah. Tanned there and took the skyride and the lupe which were fun too. Dinner at Newton while Eve joined us. SEAFOOD. :)

Four of us walked all the way from Newton and passed by Orchard, Somerset, Dhoby Ghaut and finally reached City Hall. We took a grand total time of two long hours and our legs were really tired. But it was all worthed it because we saw interesting stuffs that kept us laughing throughout the journey. Remember, it's a secret between us, and him. Hah.

Heart-to-heart talk at Esplanade. *** rules. LOL.

I WANT A FUTURISTIC HAIRSTYLE TOO. haaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaah.

Diabetes

My super belated birthday present from Xt. I think I'm gonna have diabetes after eating all these. Hah. But it's damn sweet of her to prepare this wonderful thing. She specially included eighteen different types of candies and chocolates in it because obviously I'm eighteen this year. Omg. I love you so much xueting. (:

Wanted to go tanning at Sentosa with Jr in the morning but somehow the sun just seems to be opposing us. Not sunny at all please. Went kbox instead.

Holland V next. Rotted at coffee bean while waiting for Xt. Saw a no. of celebrities there as usual. NOT Mo Wan Wan (HAHAHHAHAH). Anyway we had dinner there after that. Then went back to coffee bean to chit-chat and went home.

Took 105 home alone again after that. Sad memories evoked. Sorry but I can't help it.

Results out tomorrow. Seriously I am feeling nothing. Not a bit of anxiety or nervousness or whatever shit. I need plently of luck. That's it.

Ghost

True love is just like a ghost encounter.
Everyone is talking about it, but do you really see it?

Good things never last.
That's the conclusion of the day.

The truth is hard to see.

Gay

Brother fractured his arm again while playing basketball. Dumbass.
Went Crystal Jade for dinner today. Birthday celebration for my sister. I didn't know that la-mian can be so filling. But it was not bad afterall. Cabbed home.

I need to do lots and lots of workouts tomorrow.
Pumpings, sit-ups, skippings, etc etc.
Actually I'm dilligently doing them everyday, but I just have to double those workouts tomorrow. Yes.




















I'm turning gay.



























Just kidding.
:)

106th

I used to think that I can forget you.
I used to think that I can live my life better without you.

I am just so so wrong.

Today's the 106th day since...
Every day is torturous, having to think of you although I know I shouldn't.

I can't control myself from reminiscing all the sweet memories that once belonged to the two of us.
Every single bit of memory.

I'm lost.
And I wish you know that.

Gore

First ever M18 movie- 300. I love gore. Hah. & the birthday boy has to go along with us. Poor thing. But at least I lent you my ipod, remember?

I love the sexy jelly beans by the way. Except for coconut and popcorn of course. :)

Crap

Omfg. Looked what that bitch has blogged again.
I feel like laughing but at the same time slap her.

CRAPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPP!

Prolly only jr and xt knows who I'm talking about.
But well.
Who cares.

Silence

Another quiet and peaceful night.
Yet again I'm facing the deafening silence all by myself.

With the company of repeated songs,
I will sleep well tonight without you.

I miss you.
I really do.

Last

Happy 18th birthday bestie.
You know we love you. (:

New

Heys. I've finally settled down on this new address. Jr, add as your favourites so that you won't lose it again. And Xt please don't link me yet. Thanks. Anyway Jr, those are the two pics i took with you on Sat with my hp.

Shall update again soon.

Suicide

Love is like suicide.
When you managed to escape death this time,
another one is waiting for you.

It does sound contradicting.
But I'm prepared for the next.

I think.