Vintage

Random pictures taken on Saturday night:

































































Went to this bar called Paulaner, which is situated near Millenia Walk. Pretty cool place, with all the good singings by the pub singers there and the ambience is fairly good too. Good thing we didn't get drunk there. (who gets drunk just by drinking cocktails anyway?) hahahah, or else. Beverly Morata, if you remember her ( i doubt so), one of the finalists from Singapore Idol Season 1, was there singing too. Her singing's awesome lah. Supper at the hongkong cafe after that.

You know life's great, when you get to be with your besties on a Saturday mid/night and chill and forget everything. All the woes and troubles you're facing just evaporates into thin air and all you can remember is you're having fun and fun and fun.

Oh and we were on a vintage dress code for that day. hahahah. HAPPY VINTAGE DAY!

Labour Day tomorrow and that marks a holiday! No seeing of KOH POH TE* until next week. How sad. ( sense my sarcasm)

Depression

I tried really hard, thinking of positive stuffs to make myself happier when I realised there isn't any, not any in this freaking year where everything just goes so wrong.

I glanced into the mirror, where I found the reflections of a failure whom I can't recognised myself. This is it. I am sinking into a depression soon.

Return me 2006.

Down

Fuck lah. I am so affected by that piece of news I never want to know. Been feeling very down since last night even when I thought I wouldn't have the energy to since I'm feeling really exhausted. All the homeworks, the projects, the early lessons, the late ending of lessons and all the emo shit's taking my life away.

I have got no idea how I am going to survive till the weekends come, because that is only when I get to meet the besties and chill out and forget everything.

Gotta go try accounts homework before the insane woman starts screaming at me tomorrow. Sigh, what a life.

Blues

Monday blues.

School pretty much sucked today. Homeworks are piling up, and my new classmates looked like complete strangers to me. We were like isolating ourselves from the others, so did the rest of them. Whyeeeeeeeeeee?!?

Caught 200 pounds beauty on Saturday. AVERAGE, I have to say.

Pointless entry. Just feeling the urge to grumble a little, because I seriously am dreading school. I missed the honeymoon period.

No.1 & 2

Home --- NP --- Bukit Panjang --- Bugis --- City Hall --- Orchard --- Toa Payoh --- Home

What a long day. Just the travelling is enough to kill already. Took nearly 10 bus rides today since we've got bus concession. HAHAHAH. We had the No.1 Hokkien Mee and the No.2 Popiah for dinner today. Superbly nice lah. Too bad we didn't managed to have tau huay for dessert if not it would be so much more fufiling.

Was feeling very emo on the way back home. Stupid emotions.

Mum's 41st.
Happy birthday!

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First Jap lesson today. Overall it was okay, just that it was too long. Learnt basic vocabularys and some simple conversations. Sengkang and me, we were so focused on the lesson (no choice)because there wasn't any eyecandies in the class. The whole class, other than the two of us and the pretty jap tutor, seriously cannot make it. Omg. How saddening. Not looking forward to the next lesson. And there's so much homework to be completed!

Only two hours of lecture tomorrow. Great. But I hate LT45 lah, it's so damn farrrrrrrrrrrrr. Shopping with buddy after that.

Expect nothing from me.

Erased

"There's so many smiles waiting for you. Stop waiting your time on someone who can't give you smiles"

I think I've finally let go, after six long months of torment. I've just realised there's so much stuffs waiting for me to do and enjoy them, be it studies or whatsoever. Thought of it for a long time, and seems like there'll never even be another chance for us to see each other, or talk to each other. You're probably happy with your present life and what's the use of me, getting emo every now and then just for the fucking sake of missing you in my life.

My life will be as peaceful as before, just like how the song depicts.

You will never be mentioned and missed again,
because from this very minute, you're erased from my memory.

Lookalike

If you look like

,

then wouldn't my mum looks like

,

And me, I would look like

???

You know what. The answer is a BIG FAT NO.

School tomorrow!!!

ANTM

Just finished watching today's ANTM. That bitchy Monique got kicked out. Anyway the timeslot for this new season is pretty bad. 11pm on a sunday? I prefer it to be on a weekday seriously.

Was out with the vivo kids on friday. No vivo that day. Marina instead. Emily's damn rich and extravagant on that day. Shopped and shopped and shopped and even treated us to secret recipe. I love her. She's so skinny. HAHAHA

Dined with jr yesterday while waiting for eve to finish work.
Today. Dinner outside with family at queensway then, ikea next. New furnitures, yay
School's reopening.
No lectures tomorrow and that means no school.
Shall enjoy the very last day of my holidays.
Yes I will.

Sheeps

I don't want to count sheeps to sleep tonight. I counted like 8millions of them last night? Ahhh. Torturous nights. Meeting the vivo kids tomorrow. Been so so so long since we last hanged out. In fact I can't remember when was the last.

Buddy's back from chalet. yay
& I feel like shaving off all my hair. ALL.

Kisses

Aquarius:
Your kisses are wet and messy, and you tend to keep your eyes open.

Er. I read this somewhere and I find it certainly true. Someone used to tell me that I gave kisses like that too. hahahahah ):

When you sway, I go weak.

Marathon

I'm having a serious flu now. It all arises because of the mahjong marathon yesterday I guess. We played 17 hours consecutively almost without any pauses in between. Okay, a new record broken. yay.

Slept at 9 in the morning and woke up at 6 in the evening. What a life.

Saturday was out with eve and jr. Caught "Sunshine" and it was relatively mediocre. Storyline was basically quite expected, except for the monster that appears out of nowhere and scare the hell out of us. Eve is mad because she thinks this is funnier than mr bean. She was laughing non-stop throughout the show. Hello? The sun is dying leh. hahahah

Oh yea dinner at the hongkong cafe again. Pretty nice place, apart from the extremely long waiting time. Our anger was simmered down by the glasses of ice water from the waiter given to us free. We're so easily pleased eh. lol

I need my medicine now but I think I needed you more.

10

Now as I'm blogging my stomach's growling. Feeling damn hungry. Just came back home from town. Shopped with Buddy J and we didn't get anything at all today. What a fruitless(?) day. Didn't see anything that interest me, while the stuffs I want I couldn't find. -.-












Lunched at Carl's Jr. Continued shopping but yet there was nothing we really want. N.Y.D.C after that. The drinks we ordered were damn sweet lah. So diabetic. Yuck. Then home sweet home! We did something quite bad today. Well I think i instigated buddy to do it with me. Hurhur.

Cannot stand it anymore. Out to buy prata!

GUGI GUGI

Let's wake up in the mornings.
Let's go to bed at night.
Let's make hay in the big sunshine.
Yea we'll make hay in the light.
Let's bury our hatchets.
Let us get along.
Let's hold our hands and save the world.

LET'S NOT!

Remedy

Bored. Extremely bored.

Friends have been regularly asking me out for games (oh and when i meant games, i'm referring to mahjong). Rather hesitant these days due to poor luck. Argh you can't really blame me. I need some cash left for shopping you see.

Felt like pen-ing something here, not that I really want to blog. It has been April already, and it means some "big" day's coming. Er well, it used to. Wished things haven't turned out like that. And you weren't that skeptical about ...

I can't sleep. All I'm yearning for, is your voice that serves as a remedy to my sleeping disorder.

Fool

Don't pretend you know our story.

Freedom Writers was not bad afterall. Long yet inspiring. Basically the show was about teenage violence and how serious racism is a problem in many countries. Hilary Swank's acting was superb in the show. She's damn cool.

Jr, stop misplacing your wallets.
And Eve, stop having tummyache when we're out.

HAHAHAH. That was super random.

Right. Happy April Fool's Day.