I'm getting used to life without you.

And I'm trying very hard.

Control

I feel so lonely, still depressed. Sigh.

I think I really need to stop being so emo. But it's so not within my control. :/

I will be ok soon. Yes I will.

No more tears!

Afraid

It's been a bad week. Many things happened. I'm tearing almost everyday, everywhere. Who's actually there for me?

Everything just ended... today.

I'm afraid.

Soul-less

This soul is weak.
Can't you tell he's losing it.

I tried uploading songs to this blog of mine but I just can't seemed to do it. Super dulan please. >.<

Still thinking of the joke Douglas made on Amanda. LMAO. It's so funny please. Up till now when I think of it I'll still giggle to myself. If you see someone on the bus laughing to him/herself, don't think he/she is mad alright. Perhaps he/she has just thought of a funny joke and laughs naturally. I have this habit of laughing to myself on the bus or train when funny stuffs come across my mind. I'm NOT a lunatic k. Haha!

I seriously can't stand people who loves to do things in the dark and then hiding his/her stuffs like as if people's interested in his/her affairs. So irritating. Next is plastics that are super fake. Oh, shoo away lah.

Arghs, stop ignoring me please...... :/

Yay I'm back for another update. Feeling rather happy today, as compared to the last two days. (:

Oh it's O'level period now and I'm sure lots are mugging like hell while grabbing the buddha's leg. Ahas. I'm missing the mugging period I went through last year. At the library especially!

We really made the whole mugging process so relax and fun at the library. Queueing outside the libary even before it's open, and when the door opens, all of us will chiong up to the study area to book our seats. LOL. Super auntie right? x=

Studying, chit-chatting, playing poker cards, sms-ing, cam-whoring all at the same time! And when it's lunch time, Xinrong will be the most enthu of all. She would normally be sleeping or crunching those tidbits she smuggled from the vending machine instead of sleeping. So when time strikes for lunch, she's super awake. Emily comes next after her. Haha!

That period of time really made all of us gained so so much weight. Everyday's lunch would be either KFC, MacDonalds, Long John's and this particular Jap-restaurant-which-i-dunno-the-name. Sinful right!

Of course there's serious business times where we really mug real hard. Had lots of troubles with my A-Maths and they're always there to help me. (Although I still didn't do well for it, but who cares)

From morning till night at about 9pm, we studied, we mugged, we played together... I didn't know studying could be so fun, although rather distracted at times. Results turned out to be rather good for most of us and this is something comforting.

Sometimes I wish there's another O'level coming up cos I badly miss those times. BUT I do not miss
-Chemistry
-Physics
-Biology
-Geography
-Social Studies
-A-Maths
-E-Maths
-Chinese and
English
AT ALL.

4C-ians, I MISS YOU GUYS! (:

p/s: good luck to all taking O's!

And the answer to last entry's question is... *drum rolls*













XINRONG! (That's her signature retro pose)

LOL. This is so not fun because all of you got the correct answer. :/ Is it so obvious that it's Xinrong just by looking at her back? Hahas. I thought she looked quite slim in this picture. Yes? No?

Went to catch ''Silk'' with them(Xinrong, Yaxin & Emily) at Bugis on Saturday. Before that met up with my colleagues at Pastamania for our group meeting. Discussed the upcoming Saturday's party(4th Nov) and went to shop around for gifts together.

Movie was mediocre. Definitely not worth it for $9.50 but it's enjoyable watching with them lah lol.

Went Vivo City after that. There were so many many people and I spotted a no. of familiar faces. Place was super big but we didn't really explore the whole place. Gonna go have a shopping spree there soon after pay day. =)

What we really love is the outdoor of Vivo City where it kind of resembles Esplanade, which I really love. There's beautiful scenery that can be compared to Esplanade since Sentosa's just opposite Vivo. Super good place for chats and cam-whoring times. Think it's gonna be my fave hangout place. No more Esplanade. Haha!

Dinner again at Thai Express since everywhere else was full and packed. Food was rather ok this time but the price seemed to a little more ex. I wonder why. Chatted and gossiped alot with the three of them. Almost a month since we last met up I think.

One of the waiters had quite a bad attitude. Sucker. Ever since I worked at Pastamania I really find attitude a very important thingy especially in a service industry. We tried making life a lil difficult for them in some ways. Haha. I still find it too cheap for them. (translate in chinese pls)

Emily changed her phone and we really love the camera function. Cam-whore throughout and more than 80 pictures were taken. lol. Guess Emily's phone is full of our photographs now. That's great. She can always view them when she misses us. Haha. Here's some:















































And lastly the very cool-classy me, LOL















Shiying says I looked like a beng cos of the way I sit. :/ Your idol is sad, ying. ahas.

Pay Day tomorrow! $$$ :D

p/s: I'll understand your rainy days. I WILL!