Do you know what's the worst thing that could happen?

And that is to be notified that your project's so out of point and you have to redo everything again. LIKE WTF I WAS SO TRAUMATISED BY THIS PIECE OF NEWS I thought I could just die on the spot upon hearing it. Two etiquette projects to be handled by thurs and now there's this additional burden to add on. KPT should just go fug herself, and the one who didn't contribute to the project at all.

Enough is enough.

Am still feeling chlorine in me. Prolly gulped in too much of pool water whilst swimming earlier on. That's what happen when you don't swim regularly. Movements tend to be less coordinated and water gets into your mouth like a waterfall. Anyway I think it's a miracle I didn't drown and die.

Swim again after all the project shits. Must.

Let there be morning.

Yesterday,












was out with the besties.

Today,
accompanied sis to do some shopping as she wanted to get some stuffs for her ntu orientation camp tomorrow and that means for the next five days or so I am not going to see her around. Okay that's pretty sad.

Oh and I bought a pair of new swimming trunks and I am telling you it's red. HAHA that's so random I know. Went jogging with the sis and bro later at night too. (I came in first by the way)

Sunshine tomorrow please.

Will you tell me now so I won't ask again.

I love the old best friend.

P/s: Apologies to the corn and the scarecrow for the constant cause of their twitching of eyelids. We were simply just joking.

So maybe you can save me.

Wednesday night proved everything. The enlargment of distance seemed so real now after months of pure ignorance.

You stabbed me with your words.

Never underestimate the power of three.

Broken promises are like pieces of glass piercing thru your soft smooth skin. Despite the healing, the scars remain. For that matter, I've yet given up another chance.

Meanwhile, just stay away and never come back.

This is so not my week.

I think there's something wrong with my immune system because I'm so prone to being sick these days. I had better start taking care of my diet and exercise more and get more vitamins.

I feel so good now cos I'm healthy again. (besides the fact that my throat infection is still there)

Received the letter for the ITP, which means attachment is drawing near.
Details of the INDUSTRIAL TRAINING PROGRAMME are as follows:
Attachment Period (yyyy-mm-dd) : 2007-08-27 to 2007-10-12
Company : GLOBAL MARKETING GROUP PTE LTD
Address : #02-07 Singapore 318996

I gave the letter a quick scan and the very first thing I did was to yahoo and google the company but guess what? Nothing was found. There wasn't even any proper address. Only the unit number and postal code was given. Due to my curiosity, I typed in the postal code in streetdirectory.com to find out where exactly the company is located and what I got was Toa Payoh.

Uh, like whatever. Is this meant to be or what?

Was slogging away with the other three at the library earlier on to finish up our business plan while some people get to enjoy his day, throwing all the tasks to us. Seriously I think someone like you should just quit school. Since you're always so busy with some big-shot events (which I do not know whether they are real or not), all the more you shouldn't be here. And if you think free-riding to you is nothing, I'm sorry to tell you you're totally fucked up.

Till then, everything's bad. Just like chicken and cock pea's bad.

Your casual goodbyes

wednesday night fever

Harry Potter and the Order of the Phoenix was such a letdown, ok at least to me. The front part was kind of bad because the scenes weren't connected in a way that flows smoothly. I think the part that was good was how harry and friends were practising defence against dark arts and the interaction between Umbridge. They did not focus much on the part where Sirius Black was killed and how heartbroken harry was, and that was a big gap from the book itself. Anyhow I think Luna Lovegood's so looney cute. (the girl with the white hair)

Supposed to go for the dragonboat thingy at kallang with buddy today. But due to us being too tired, we decided not to go. I think I was a little guilty cos the event leader kept texting me but I did not reply him as I was really very tired. Woke up at freaking two p.m. Argh, we must have missed out the good scorching sun and the hot people.

Need to tan soon.

So far, everything's been dandy and fine. Issues here and there pop out every day, but at least it gets settled. Just need to work on the 40page business plan by this week, and I'm a happy person again. Ah wells.

Too strong for too long

Sis came back from Hongkong this morning with like seven or eight shopping bags, and I had to go fetch her and help carry those heavy bags home. Okay I think I shouldn't grumble so much because she bought me a few polo tees which I kinda like and krispy kreme donuts from HK. Yes and that was my breakfast cum lunch for today. Anyway I think my sis and I have got telepathy because I've been urging for those donuts for quite time. And those polo tees as well!















Woke up at around eight today to mug for ecd. Paper today was quite do-able, so it shouldn't be a problem. After tomorrow, I will be officially left with only one project. That is something worth celebrating because for the past two weeks, my thursdays have been greatly sacrificed for either projects or tests.

I've been so wanting to get another pair of skinnies from topman but it'll cost like 90bucks. Rahhh. To quote and unquote my mum - 'you have an obscene number of clothes already lah'. Yeah I can imagine her shaking her head if I am going to bring home more clothes. Oh dear, so maybe not.

I need a sugarmummy.

For all that you said, would you take it all back

There once was love thrown into your room
But you never knew
A calendar of days just for you
But you never knew, never knew no
And the truth that you'll find will always be
The truth you hide

So how do you love, how do you love
When your angels can't sing, and your world is still lacking of me

I feel like opening up a bottle of champagne for celebration now because the toughest project that has been practically disrupting my sleep everyday is finally over. We stayed up till 4 in the morning to complete everything and by the time it was done, all of us were just torn and half-dead.

I never wanted to comment so much on free-riders since myself, I am not an efficient person. But for goodness sake, you are getting on my last nerve and if I'm not going to blog about this I am going mad. For the n-th time, you are either not contributing any fuck or you are fucking slowing down the progress of the project.

Seriously, you've got alot of growing up to do.

And there's this bitch whom I don't remember oweing her a living but yet she's giving me so much attitude. Thank you very much. There's a limit to my patience.

Rahhh.
I'm off to shit.

I still pray when I look into your eyes.

The last relationship.
It gave me a pool of memories so etched to my heart that I never want to erase them off.

I miss the times where I had to take the one hour bus journey just to reach your area. Although the journey always seemed so long and tiring, the anticipation to see you simply melts every sweat and exhaust I previously had. Having a simple meal together. Walking under the moonlight, holding hands, while you sing to me some of my favourite hits. Passing by our favourite bridge, the dream school and the enormous golf court just to fulfil our cravings for the dessert. Those days were just so great.

One two three four five six months, and that was the furthest we can go.

I guess I never thought it would be this hard, but its all good in a way. Because if I'm actually so affected by this whole episode, it means that I've loved someone before and opened up to a large degree, perhaps just to the wrong person.

Now, I've had the hard feelings removed, and just by reminiscing those sweet moments I'm happy.

Tpy.

Tonight's so special even without you.

10 days

Too early to say goodnight, to you.

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