Stef's the love.

Rowing's getting more and more fun but still, life-taking. We rowed all the way from kallang to the esplanade yesterday where the water fest was held. Anyway I think my stamina really sucked. I can't run like how I used to anymore. Demoralising.

Attachment begins tomorrow. zomg, wish me luck.

Don't you slip away.

The sinner's all covered with filth you never get to see.
Cleanse or die, pick one.

Save me.

Fuckyouuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuu. Econs was crap and I'm so so dead this time. I bet KPT will be laughing her ass off when she sees my script, having blanks and crap answers filling that damned paper.

If I were to fail IEF and had no choice but to repeat the module, I think I might just suffer from depression out of it. Seriously, this mental torture has been horrendous and the thought of having to face KPT and econs next semester simply makes me shiver.

I'd rather get slapped 10 times than to do IEF again.
I'd rather pay a fine than to do IEF again.
I'd rather do Biology again than to do IEF again.

True enough, IEF's for sick people.

Living on your prayer.

Fuck you, econs.

There's three, and it will always remain as it is.

I really loathe myself for doing last-minute work again. Like what people always say, the leopard never changes its spots. So true.

Ok exam is in 14 hours time. Gonna mug alone in the "wilderness" again tonight. And what a bad period for exams, especially when it is the 7th month. Scary or scary? I better not hear voices/noises or see any weird images around. Argh fuck why am I scaring myself

No more collision.

First dragonboat training:

• 10 pull-ups, 20 push-ups, 20 sit-ups (2 sets)
• 4.8km run (with push-ups and sit-ups every 1.2km covered)
• paddle and paddle and paddle and paddle

Was so close to dying after dragonboat training yesterday. But it was all quite fun, to actually be involved in a dragonboat team and learn all the strokes and techniques. Almost capsized a few times and it was freak scary. Imagine yourself drowning in kallang river and no, I don't want to. Anyway we were the better new rowers ok, haha.

Dinner next then rushed down to jiamin dad's wake after that. Glad to see many of them there and jiamin was feeling much better already. Hopefully she will stay strong.

Am having serious body ache now, especially my arms. PAINNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNN

The things I always wanted to say.

No more summer. No more eternity.

P/S: I LOVE YOU TOO BUDDY! (the hot bung)

The little love song we shared, was once filled with a mixture of emotions. And everytime the music and lyrics are brought to my ears, strange sensations of somewhat subconscious would gently arised within the mind, and touched the heart.

I realised things had been nothing but shattered pieces of dream. Indeed, what a pleasant nightmare I've been experiencing.

Let's just hope we'll cross each other's path one day, and you will still be you.

Sometimes love just aint enough.

My flesh is for sale.

Just came back from night swimming at chevrons. It really isn't a good idea swimming at night because it is so efffing cold to swim without the presence of the sun. I almost froze to death on the spot, just like how jack from titanic did. Swimming in the day with the hot blazing sun is still the best option.

I am now feeling blues and melancholy because my sis had just packed her bags and left home. No, she didn't run away from home like how a typical ahlian always do. From today onwards, she would be staying at her school hostel(ntu's) and may only be back on weekends. I almost teared. Ok just kidding.

Sometimes I do wonder who I should really trust, and who not to. It is hard evaluating people around you, then decide whether you should forward the trust to them or not. If ever I found out that my secret's been leaked out, I am telling you I will get real mad. Try me.

Econs is a bastard/bitch/slut/jerk. Everytime I start reading on it I feel like cursing and swearing. Just like this, *&^%%$#@!$^@#$*&^.

That perfect stranger.

Ief presentation yesterday was really bad. There is a very high possibility and probability I am going to fail this module and this is so morale-killing.

Maybe,
P(Fail Econs)= 0.933

And so now, my very top priority would be to ace the exam to make sure that I do not need to repeat econs.

Anyway went kayaking with jr at jurong lake today as he had vouchers to it. Funny place to kayak, really. Water was so shallow, and luohanyu were in abundance. Bad place too cos eyecandies = zero. Had dinner and then mugged at coffeebean together.

Quite a productive day I must say. Sports and studies were both covered and if only everyday were like that.

I need a bigger bag.

The time has come to move along.

Ok frankly speaking, attachment wasn't as bad as I thought would be. Other than having to wake up early and to travel long distances, everything's fine and dandy so far. I've got nice colleagues around, putting off boredom most of the time. So yeah, I've got another five more weeks to go.

Persevere.

I'll sail away tonight without you